I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!

2010-05-09T12:17:00.002+08:00

Been so long since i last posted! Been so busy since then... preparing for exams and all. Tmr will be the start of my final exams, final lap! I pray that i will do well to secure my honors... pray that the paper tmr will not be stunning ! My paper at 10am at Expo Hall 7. Pray for me if u are reading this post... Tues will be my 2nd paper too... Once tmr starts, everything gonna be moving along fast as time pass fast too... After exams im looking forward to my Tioman trip with the gals!!

2010-03-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

Im here to revive my blog after so long! have been real busy! Prelims just over and hopefully can do well though. Just ended Prudential Success Academy Foundation 1 also. Will be working as a FC in May. Anyone needs financial planning can refer to me. April will be super packed for me as i have revision classes in school. Some days will be staying in school until 10pm. Gosh, i need strength. Have been very tired these days and that day was very sick until almost blackout. Cant even teach tuition properly. Have to sit down to write on the board.

Tmr will be going to work in the morning and then at night having CG. So fast March will be over soon. Oh ya sunday attending Kristl's Wedding at Fullerton Hotel. So happy for this sister of mine. Last time used to be in the same CG. Yeah!

2010-02-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

Went to Focus Group today about technology and handphones at Duxton hill and the place was so difficult to find. Nevertheless, it was great and i made $80 within 2 hrs! Just changed my spectacles frame today too. CNY, wanna have it new. haha! Anyway the old one is rather cannot make it already.

Had to go ICA today for the students visa extension once again. I reached there 1230pm and got to wait for the students to come. Waited for so long as their queue numbers is quite behind. I officially ended work at 630pm. Just sat there at ICA and read my notes. Seems like im paid to study and work together, haha! Overall, had a long and tiring day... tmr gotta work and study again...

2010-02-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today is a busy day for me. After school headed to ICA to meet the foreign students cause they need to extend their VISA and ICA Officer needs to see school rep. This is for my job at SAA. Waited for so long there and ended everything around 2 plus. Then i went to the MRT station and tapped in and then my colleague called and ask me go back ICA cause another student otw from school. Wasted my money cause i just tapped in. I went to have my lunch and then after that say dont need wait already. go back to office so i went back. At 5pm the student called again and i got to go back ICA. Oh man! A day of travelling to the same place. After that i headed home and then my mum came home at 7pm and shout. just cause of dinner, whether to buy or cook. want my dad to buy back then she hiam so much. say downstairs food not nice. wat the hell... dont eat better la, like that also want to find fault.

Prelims exam dates are out and i got to really start mugging now! Time is flying!

2010-02-01T23:18:00.001+08:00

Had a long day at work today but was really waiting for the time to pass. Met up with Bestie Ada and Kaishing for dinner at Far East Plaza and then walked around. Headed home for conference call at 10pm. 2 weeks time, my CG will combine with another CG and multiply. I know it is for the good of all of us, so that we will really experience revival, have new mix of members and have new things, step out of our comfort zone, new creativity and new ways of doing things and not just having a routine set of things to do. Im excited for all these things. On the other hand, definitely will still be saddened cause of the relationships we had in the CG. Anyway N283, no matter what, im always here for all of you and u can still call me anytime. I love all of you and sorry if i have not been a good member to u all these while. Lets keep in touch and lets all grow this year. Let 2010 be the best year yet. This is the period of transition and testing and i believe if God brings us into this, He will see us through. Let us be strong like a catus.

2010-01-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

You may feel reality catching up with you now that karmic Saturn is squaring your key planet Pluto. You know that change is possible, even necessary, but it could seem too overwhelming today to do anything about it at all. If it feels like you have bitten off more than you can chew, declare a temporary moratorium to give yourself some downtime. You'll have a better chance to meet your deadlines if you take a break to replenish your energy.

This is so true now i think?

2010-01-31T22:51:00.003+08:00

Got to redo my blogskins again and hopefully my desktop or my cousin had a backup copy of my links etc cause now all gone...anyway, just received an announcement on Friday about my CG that we all combine with another CG and multiply out. The dreaded news has finally hit us this year and well, we got to accept it and face the changes that is about to come. There's good and bad about it and it hurts. Think all of us will be affected emotionally in a way or another. We have been together for years and our relationship has been so closed. Sometimes, when we are no longer in the CG, somehow no matter how close u used to be, when u leave, the closeness is no longer the same. I have experienced this so many times and it really saddens me. Although we may still talk but it's really hard to meet up. At least if u are in same CG, we do meet up twice a week.

Well, nothing can be done now but to face this fact. Just hope that things will be fine for us even when we are no longer together. Hopefully i would be fine too... Im really stresed recently with lotsa stuffs such as Studies and all. When hit with this announcement, it is another thing that bothers me. Everyday i really burdened with this now and my heart really hurts... I may appear alright but deep inside me, im not alright.

2010-01-24T20:11:00.005+08:00

First Wedding in the Family!

2010-01-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

Wed was my sister's wedding! It was simply awesome and splendid! We woke up very early at around 6 plus and prepared for the day. The make up artist came shortly. My bro in law came later on and we had the gatecrashing ceremony. It was very fun as we have to sabo him and let him eat all the different stuffs such as fish which he detested the most, bittergourd, celery, lemon, cuttlefish with lotsa wasabi and chilli in it. The contract that my sis made was so funny. haha! Then they went off to my bro in law house and also to Changi Airport for photoshoot.

In the afternoon we had tea ceremony and i got to serve tea to them as well. The night was really awesome as all of us are dressed up and it seems like a make over especially for me! hahaha! looks really so different! It's a new beginning for 2010! The dinner was still alright and i was seated at the VIP table. The night ended and then we went back to the hotel. All of us were really deadbeat. Slept around 1 plus and the next day had to go to work. Was really tired. I even asked for off from my Aljunied job cause i really could not take it. I simply needed the rest.

Alright, shall post up some pics for you all to view. I shall go and do my assignment now.

2010-01-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

You may be stressing about the work you see for yourself in the coming weeks. You might feel extra pressure as your two key planets, Mars and Pluto, engage in an anxious aspect today. The message from these tough planets now is "no pain, no gain." It's like working out; the more you put into it, the more you get out of it. Just remember not to succumb to self-doubt, for the emotional intensity will lessen over the days ahead. Got this from Twitter. sounds true? haha..

Anyway rested at home the whole of today. been so long since i ever stayed at home the whole day. Tmr will be back to work. played the guitar,worship and prayed just now. Leave 2010 to God and pray for a better year ahead.

2010-01-02T15:08:00.001+08:00

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今終於讓自己屬於我自己只剩眼淚還騙不過自己

突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們那麼甜那麼美那麼相信那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

2010 but doesnt seem like it's a new year

2010-01-02T13:21:00.002+08:00

Im so tired and down this whole week. Emotions are all mixed up! Tired and moody and gets pissed off. Certain things are just beyond control and well, it really doesnt seems like a new year. Of course i would hope that 2010 will be a better year as i will be graduating and going to another phase of life. I just hope for better things to come. In certain areas,there would be more challenges faced and i hope i can go thru all of them well. Started the year bad cause im kind of broke now. Im tired but i just need to work to earn. i just want a day to rest at home or so. im deadbeat. Some things are back on a cycle and oh man, i hate these feelings! It's just such a bother to me! I need to chill but money is needed so best is stay at home and rest. 1st post of the year but it has to sound so down and stuff. Well, i did not want it to be this way but what to do. It already had been this way. Hope next week would be better. No appetite to eat and dun feel like talking that much anymore.

2009-12-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hey all! Merry Christmas!! It had been hectic for me juggling between school and work. This long weekend is also very busy. Yesterday had BBQ at uncle's house and then head down to Orchard Road with my cousins together with my uncle and aunt! 7 of us had total of more than 100 spray cans and it was so far! We were having "war" there and getting very dirty too! This year was the dirtiest as many people attacked us with the sprays. haha! had a hard time bathing and cleaning it off.lol! This morning went to church for xmas service. Drama was awesome, funny and touching! Thank God that He sent Jesus to die for us. Tmr would be meeting my sec school friends for xmas celebration and gift exchange. Im kinda broke already so hopefully wont spend so much tmr if not i need to eat grass le next week. lol! Sunday will be going service in the morning and then evening having appreciation CG and gift exchange! Pray for strength for the rest of this week!

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2009-12-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

Alright! Here are some photos so that my blog wont be so wordy! haha! will post more soon!

2009-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

Im here to revive my blog. Been very busy as usual. Last weekend went to Desaru with my sisters aka my secondary school besties. It's our first trip overseas together and more to come. Really had great fun chatting and all sorts of things. We always chat about our Sec Sch life when we gather.haha. Really fun. Those memories, those days. Had seafood there and also had lobsters. Then we have different drivers taking turn to drive too.haha. Thank God everything went well too. The weather was alright but the sea waves was really dangerous this time round cause i think it is the rainy season so thats why this time, it is high tide. The gals went Jet Ski and Kayaking and 2 of my friends got injured while Kayaking cause of the waves.We also went to Ostrich Farm which i went before last year when i was at Desaru. Next gathering with them would be Xmas. Will post some desaru pics soon when i am free. Pardon me for the wordy blog.haha..

Today went kite flying with my Cell group. Finally this time at least we managed to fly kite cause the previous time when we wanted to, it rained. Today weather not really good but thank God in the end we did enjoy. Dennis kite even fly to a HDB rooftop which is across the road. Thank God it landed on someone's window in the end and able to get it back.haha! In the evening, it started to rain and then we packed up and went Huitian's house to continue fellowshipping. It's great and I think all of us enjoyed each other's company. Thank God for the day. Now im reading mock exam paper for my M9 exam before going to sleep. The exam is this friday and i still have 19 chapters to study. really God bless le

2009-11-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

Hey all! how are all of you doing? well, i had a hectic week as usual. Mon and Tues had M5 tutorial from 9am to 4pm. Monday after M5, went to Timbre with Ada and Kaishing. Had a great time of fellowship and we even dedicate songs for the band to play and Ada and Kaishing were drawing on the serviettes. haha! Then, the singer asked are we from fine arts. LOL!! Had been raining almost everyday. I just hope the raining season ends soon. Be going Desaru soon so please dont rain! Tues had food tasting for my sis wedding at Pine Court. The food is nice and nice place to be at. The rest of the week i was busy working as usual at SAA and Prudential as well. Just taken my M5 exam yesterday and i passed!! Next up will be M9 exam in Dec. I shall just try out this career opportunity that is given to me and see how it will go since it is related to my field of studies in Poly and University.

Yesterday had Cell Group and man, i kana forfeit from game and then guess what is my forfeit? i got to dress up wearing skirts, dress or leggings until the end of year when i attend service! Gosh! This is a brand new kind of forfeit created and theres even contract written and signed! LOL! My cell group is really hilarious and they got really excited when doing this to me. Poor me, now i got to scratched my head and think every week what to wear etc and how.haha! My word is my bond so what to do? hmm... cause the other choices they gave me were to dance! For goodness sake, i cant dance for nuts! Spoil my image and reputation. haha! Just be a laughing stock and crack up everyone's day. Thats what i always do!! LOL! just do silly things to make people happy. After cell group, i head down to St James to meet my Maybank colleagues. Didnt really do much there though and left around 1 plus.

This morning went to teach my pri sch kids at the tuition centre. Today the p3 were better but still very mischeivious. The p4 group was very very noisy that i raise my voice so many times! After the class my throat was very dry and pain le. Really hard to teach these kids. They are from good schools but then they are very lazy and chatty. Really test my patience. But good thing i am still quite patient person if not i think i will be mad now. Later going for company BBQ. Will be going office at 5pm and boss will drive us to Bukit Timah for BBQ. Yeah. Hope it doesnt rain

2009-11-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

Updated post of the day:

Thanks Ada, Kaishing, Weiyi and Dennis for surprising me at my house today! Ada actually bluff me during the week that she will be coming alone but thats actually in the plan to make me sian and then later on will be surprised. I am very surprise with the big board for my card! Ada is really very creative! Thanks for that! Its at your expense somemore and thanks Weiyi for the cake too! Appreciate all your efforts and Kaishing to travel so far as well. Im really touched and feel loved to have friends like you all. I believe the rest couldnt come cause they have their reasons ba. My bday will be over in just 5 mins...At least i think i ended the day well.

We went to Ajisen at Seng Kang for dinner, had ramen. And then after that went to Starbucks to chill and have a drink. Although it is just that 2 hrs or so, it really mean a lot to me. At least i feel important to you all.

2009-11-08T15:24:00.003+08:00

It's my birthday once again today! So fast 1 year had passed! Last year i was just celebrating my 21st bday at Aloha Loyang Chalet and it was my best bday ever i think! This year im just spending my bday at home as my friends had celebrated for me earlier on so today dont really have anything on. Was really tired and i slept until around 2pm, having dreams of things, dunno where i am at. I think overseas or something, dreamt of seeing lizard and also my birthday! Madness! Anyway thanks for all the bday wishes that i have received so far! You all made my day by remembering my bday! Still waiting to see if someone remembers...

Yesterday went to chalet after church to celebrate my cousin Shaun's 12th bday at aloha loyang. My aunts also bought a Oreo Cheesecake for me! Thanks a lot! So sweet of them! It is my 1st whole full cake this year. Cell group also sang bday song to me after church. At midnight, went to the chalet room and my cousins sang very loudly to me! Thanks a lot! This year i really dunno what to expect and dun really expect much somehow on my actual day. Got not much mood like that. To me, bday is really important as it shows how important you are to others and your significance. So i always wish that my bday will be great and stuffs like that but sometimes sadly, it is not so. I shall just wait for the day to end. Half the day is already gone just like that...Going to get my lunch and then start doing my assignment. Feel like God is telling me, my precious child, I remember your birthday and you are created by me on this day.

2009-11-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

Started my new job at SAA today. It was still alright. I thank God for the strength because i dont really feel tired at all today although it was a long day and it was quite busy at work. Lotsa stuffs for me to do and i worked until 730pm today cause got to give out notes to ACCA students. Tmr got to go ICA to drop documents before going to work after school. Tmr got to wake up at 6am and will end my work at 6pm ba...There's a lot of bday treats email that i received. haha! I received one from NTUC Income and i wonder why. lol!

2009-11-01T11:48:00.002+08:00

Hello! Im back to blogging here! Havent been blogging for some time. Had been very busy with school and finding part time jobs. Just managed to find one that is flexible and part time at Singapore Accountancy Academy with the help of my friend who is working there. Be starting work tmr so i be working there from Mon to Thurs. Monday will be working full day and the rest would be just 5 hrs or 6 hrs either before or after school and after my current job on Thurs. Will be busier next year if my tuitions resume. Sounds like a workaholic but got no choice as i have to earn. I really need strength and wisdom for my school. Kinda stress with Investment Management. Really got to buck up for this module as it is my core module. Be taking M5 exam on 13 Nov with Adalene as my boss asked us to take and first exam is paid by company. Just pray hard we will pass the exam. The textbk is so thick and we got to finish reading it soon...

Counting down to my bday! exactly 1 week! Woo! My sec sch friends have already celebrated for me 2 weeks ago together with my friend. So this year my bday on the actual day i got no idea what to do and it's on a Sunday. guess i will be rotting at home. haha. Saturday would be going to chalet for my cousin bday celebration as well. His 12th bday on 10 Nov.

2009-10-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

I am very stressed financially and all. My stress is from all areas of life. From Family, church, school and finance. At times it really overwhelms me and i couldnt take it anymore. Sometimes it is worse when people come and irritates me further or dont understand me at all. I really dunno what to do and i do get frustrated. I dont wanna to be taken for granted and what if one day when i am gone, what will happen? Sometimes people dont really treasure until the person is gone then you come and regret. I am really trying to find a job now. Sent a lot of resumes for whatever kind of job. I got no choice but to work so hard if not i really cant meet the ends meet. Theres too much for me to take in my strides and im just doing that. I really hope people can understand me at times and not accuse me. I really hate it when people accuse me for something i did not do. I do have my limits and patience. Dont think i wont get angry and always smile to you. I will show you my wrath one day if i cant take it!

2009-10-17T23:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday CG and today service was great. It's the message for the season. Indeed we got to be true worshippers and stand still and wait on God when things happen and not make ourselves our own God. It reminds me of the song Still. The lyrics goes Hide me down, under your wings, cover me within your mighty hands. When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storms. Father you are King over the flood, I will be still and know You're God.

Indeed got to keep on trusting in God and be still. Today pastor preach about the 7 kinds of suffering we will encounter in our life. It's really true and I really been through a lot of sufferings and until now i still have them. Really got to be strong and keep on keeping on. Got to have the faith and keep trusting in God no matter what situation it is. Got to stop questioning about why things happen and just accept life itself. We got to be the one to make life a spring. No one can help us except us ourselves. We are the one controlling our own mind and the mind is really a powerful tool. If our mindset is wrong, we will see things from a different view. Pastor also said that Power is in self encouraging. Sometimes when things happen, people might not be around us to cheer us on but we got to really keep encouraging ourselves, never to give up!

Just now i also thinking of the childrens' church song titled Never Give up! God is always there for us. Even if we do not see his hand, got to keep on trusting His heart. Everything happens for a reason and we will just need to keep waiting upon it and see whats next.

3 more weeks to my birthday! Woo! Time flies! haha! here's my wishlist!

1) I touch / Ipod
2) Cash
3) Wisdom in my studies for my new sem
4) Improve my guitar skills
5) Those still on my wishlist on the left side

2009-10-15T16:15:00.001+08:00

Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears
They come
See all come

I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are, too late to change?
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the timeI wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time, sometimes
Lift me up
Just lift me up, don't make a sound
And let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come
You say you're all right
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
You've gone away
And will you find out who you are, too late to change?
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Or soon nothing will be right at all
Salvation
Is when you find out who you are
Too late to change

2009-10-11T12:41:00.002+08:00

Hey my dear readers! How are you doing? Sorry for not updating for such a long time. Been busy since school started and very very tired lately. Time flies when school starts. Got 2 assignments on hand to do now. Some of my tuitions have stopped cause exams is over for my students. There's good and bad point. Good is i can rest but the bad part is i got no income. Need to find some ways to get extra income now. Going out soon for my last lesson with my student cause tmr is N level POA then going to my cousin house later.

Dunno what to update although havent been updating. Every week is just a routine, doing the same things over and over again. 1 more month to my birthday and i got no idea what i will be doing.

2009-09-27T01:41:00.000+08:00

Some things we don't talk about rather do without
just hold a smile
fallen in and out of love
the same damn problem together all the while
You can never say never
While we don't know it
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your comand
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hands
You can never say never
While We don't know it
Time time time again
Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're falling apart
Coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we're pulling together, pulling together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

2009-09-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

School has officially started yesterday! Time to study hard once again. It's my final year and im aiming for my 2nd upper honors degree! Hope that this year modules will be manageable. Well, ytd went to class alone and it was really very boring. Tempt me to crash my friend's class le. haha! Tmr will be the 2nd day of school and my day will begin at 830am. Argh! Very long never wake up that early for school le. Tmr will be a big challenge. Im so tired lately still. I think i need to try to sleep earlier once again already. School has started and I need to adjust back my body clock. No more very late nights!

Anyway ytd I also changed my internet to Singnet already! It's so much faster of course and im so happy that i made that decision to change. Will be getting free netbook soon also. Yeah! Now i can watch show without the need to keep pause and wait for it to load. It's so much faster and smooth now.

Eating my beancurd and resting a while now. Think im going to sleep soon cause im very tired now....

2009-09-16T16:46:00.002+08:00

Since I came back from Korea, had been very tired everyday and very busy. Soon my school will be starting and I will be in my final year. Aiming for my 2nd upper class honors! Pray that this school term everything will be fine and i will be consistent in my revision.

Registered for my modules last Saturday and it took me about 2 hours to do so. The server was lagging like mad and lotsa errors. I will be having classes on Tues 830am, Wed 330pm and Friday 830am to 330pm. Friday will be a busy day cause after that i will have CG at night and this means i would need to rush here and there. Have to rush home to get my guitar and practise it for CG too. Pray for strength! On the 2nd week of school i will have make up lessons already from 7pm to 10pm! Gosh!

Tmr will be my operation for sweaty palm le. Need to reach SGH at 7am! This means i got to wake up at 5 plus. Tonight gt to turn in early as i could. Anyway i got to go prepare myself to go out soon! Shall blog again! Will be twittering through sms when i am in the hospital! I think i will be bored to death

2009-09-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

2009-09-10T15:11:00.002+08:00

Hello my dear readers! Im back from Korea! 6 Days Korea Wonderland trip was really awesome and fun-filled. The weather there is just nice. Although in the noon the sun is out but then it is not as hot as singapore. The wind is still cooling there and dont really perspire compared to the weather here in Singapore. So here's what we did during the trip!

Friday went to the airport at around 8 plus, check in and took the plane at 10 plus at night. Reached Korea at around 5 plus singapore time. The time in Korea is 1 hour faster than in Singapore. After eating our own breakfast there, we set off officially with the tour. First we went to Nami Island where the drama Winter Sonata was being filmed there. It is a nice island with lots of trees and stuffs. Nature is simply very awesome. After that we also went to have our lunch and went to Chuncheon Myong Dong to shop. Then we return back to our hotel and proceed for dinner and free time at night.

Everyday we woke up at 6am Singapore time. It's really madness. haha. Our meals always consist of kim chi and lotsa side dishes and most of them are veg. The second say we went to Herb Land and i even saw this Bible garden there. LOL! The flowers there are really very nice and my mum was so amazed and excited once she sees them. Same goes to my grandma. We also went to Yeoju Premium Outlets where all the branded stuffs are there. Didnt really buy anything there. Only bought 1 pair of Vans shoe there. We also went to Fruit farm to pick fruits. Each one of us is allowed to pick one big pear. At the Korea Traditional Cultural Centre we learnt how to make Kimchi and also have the chance to wear hanbok to take photos. The photos will be uploaded soon i guess. Have to wait for my sis to do that cause it's really a lot.

Had a fun filled day at Everland where we went to the Safari zoo and saw Lions, Tiger, Bears that perform their tricks and even Liger which is due to a Lion and Tiger being mate together. There's lotsa things to take about but i guess pictures would tell better. haha! If not my blog post would be super duper long. That night we also went to Dongdaemum market which is a night market and have a few shopping centres there and one can shop until around 6am in the morning. Isn't it cool?

Alright just a quick summary of the last 2 days. We went to Gyeongbok Palace which is built in 1304 during the Chosun Dynasty. Nothing much there though cause it's about history and im not so interested about it. We also went to take a look at the Presidential Blue House but of course we cant enter. We only take a look outside. Also did DIY mini facial and then headed to the Face Shop. Products there are really very cheap. Singapore price is 3 times theirs. Gosh! On the last day while heading to the airport, we took the Seagull Boat Ride and have opportunities to feed the seagull and admire the beautiful sceneries. It is really an eye opening experience and i really enjoyed this trip. Will of course dont feel like coming back to Singapore so soon also. haha!

2009-09-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

Went out with Ada, Kaishing and Dennis today to eat Lai Lai beef noodle. Walked around Bugis after that too. Enjoyed my day with them but however when i reached home, my mood changed. Was super angry because my mum anyhow take my clothes and want to donate to people! Without my permission and some of the clothes are still brand new and it's Levis and Espirit shirt. The Espirit is my cell group gave me for my bday last year! Gosh! My mum always likes to touch people's things without permission and anyhow throw! Super Angry! No wonder last time my clothes also always lost. I really hate it lo! What if my clothes are very very ex and she just anyhow throw! I really cant tolerate this at all! Never respect me at all and anyhow throw. She even take my clothes and put in her cupboard and how to expect me to wear when i dunno! Really blow my top at her! I got no tolerance and patience to this! When im angry, you will get it. Really super irritating!

2009-08-31T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hey readers! Long time didnt update my blog. haha. dunno what to update. Life is still the same afterall. Still busy with the same stuffs. Anyway, yesterday went to watch Final Destination 4 with some of my friends. I think compared to Final Destination 3 it is not as good though. Yesterday also went to have sushi buffet at Hougang Plaza. It is rather cheap and can eat lotsa stuff. Can keep eating Salmon sashimi and there is no cap on it. How cool. haha.

On Thurs, I happen to see my exam results on the SIM system but then by right, we should not see it on that day. I think there is some loophole. Some people still cant see the results. We got to wait until Tues to confirm again the results I think. But i saw my results and i manage to pass all my 4 modules. Thank God for it. Next year got to work harder to aim for my 2nd upper honors degree.

I am looking forward to this week cause I will be going to Korea with my family. Will be able to get out of Singapore for a breather. Getting kinda stress with certain things already. Pressure is on me. It's the right time to get away. Really pray for God's grace and strength. Pray that people will be cooperative, united as one. If not, it will really be tough. Pray that everyone will be after God's heart 100%. No more excuses or anything else. I am interceeding and I really hope God will help me through.

2009-08-23T23:21:00.002+08:00

Didn't manage to fly kite today due to the bad weather. This is the rainy season once again. The weather really make me dread going out today. It's like dragging my feet out and i was still rather tired. Basically went out around 4 plus to Seng Kang and then slack around there with my cell members. Later on after eating some small bites at Swensens, we went off to Chomp Chomp to eat. Was very crowded there but we manage to get seats after some time. Ordered different food to share as usual. Left at 9 plus but since Guo Xiong still had some time before booking in, 4 of us who are the remaining people went to Ice Cube to chill. It is quite a nice place to chill. haha. There's lotsa desserts there, waffles and crepes. Just reached home a while ago. Tmr will be home the whole day until evening. Ada might be coming over after school. Basically today overall the day was still ok but also quite sian though.

2009-08-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was rather tired. Woke up at 12 plus but still very tired. had lotsa crazy weird dreams. Omg man! Really crazy dreams. Wonder why too. Had CG yesterday and the songs i played were rather challenging and didn't really play well but God is good. His presence is still there. Was really tired and rather no mood yesterday.

This past week was rather busy and tiring. Travelling cost is really on the high. Need to keep topping up the EZ link card. Today had service and it was great. I breakthrough today cause i wore skirt and it's like makeover. LOL! I just need more self assurance and more confidence. Took me courage to step out of my comfort zone man.

Tmr will be going to fly kite with my CG at Seng Kang. Wonder did i ever fly kite before in my 22 years of life? haha! This is interesting.

Exhausted!

2009-08-19T14:55:00.003+08:00

Im so exhausted! This morning went to work. Boss came in late so i was just stoning there most of the time, reading book and surfing internet. Just had my lunch an hour ago and so here i am blogging. So fast it's the middle of the week already. Waiting for my tuitions to hit 4th lesson so that i could get my pay. Rather broke already. Exam results will be out in 2 weeks time. Korea in 3 weeks time and Operation in a month's time. 1 more month and school will start once again too! Time flies!

Nothing much to do now. Feel like going to rest soon. Very tired. Currently still finding more tuition so that to earn more and also i joined this work at home business. Interested can ask me about it. Quite interesting.

2009-08-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I’d forget
The memory I wanna forget is Goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears, I sing along
I picked up the phone
And then put it down
Cause I know I'm wasting my time

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I’d forget
The memory I wanna forget is goodbye

Suddenly my cellphone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway.
You sound so alone
I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me with no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked until we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Was saying goodbye

2009-08-09T16:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Sis friend's Wedding! Woo! Congrats to Nick & Kenix! It's such a wonderful moment. Watched videos of them and it's so touching. Haha! I hope when it's my turn it would be touching too. lol! Below is the photo of me yesterday! hahaha!

haha! Are u stunned? LOL! yes thats me! haha!!

Anyway just home from church not long ago. Kinda tired physically but spiritually im super energetic. Presence of God today was simply awesome! Gonna restring my guitar later and then gonna try some new songs. haha! Gonna praise and worship You forever! NDP gonna start soon but i just leave the tv on and watch as and when ba. lol! As I grow older, I seem to not get interested with the NDP other then some special performance and the fireworks. lol! Facebook i think is down for me. Sian

2009-08-05T11:08:00.002+08:00

Another week is passing so fast. This week would be rather busy. Sat will be attending my sis friend's wedding. Woo! Monday went to SGH to see the Neurosurgeon for my sweaty palm and foot problem known as palmar and plantar hyperhydrosis. Going for operation on the 17 Sept and must be at SGH by 7am. Oh gosh! Tats super early. Im happy that i can solve this problem at last but i am also very scared of operation. Pray that everything will be fine and i will not be the 2% that will suffer side effects.

It is confirmed that 4th to 9 Sept i will be going Korea and so i must really enjoy there before my holidays end too. Exams results will be out around end Aug or early Sept. Just pray that it will be fine. 10 Sept when i am back got to report back to SGH early morning again for blood tests and all sorts of tests.... So scary...Just pray for me ba.

2009-07-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

These 2 weeks kept going to SGH cause my dad eyes got problem then keep need to accompany him there. The waiting time there is insane and it really test my patience. Really hate it cause always must go here and there and then sit down and wait for so long. I hope he dont have to go so many times already cause i really dread it and some more need to wear mask there. So uncomfortable. Very tired recently and really very busy. Tuitions, meeting up with friends and stuffs.

Yesterday met up with Ada together with Kaishing. So happy to see her once again and got the stuffs she bought! yeah! haha! Thanks Ada my Bestie! Shall meet up again soon to go get things done and eat what you want. haha! Anyway today i went Polyclinic to get referral to SGH for my sweaty palm and foot. Will be going SGH on Mon for consultation. Really very sian with SGH le lo. Keep going these days. OMG! Tmr need to accompany dad to SGH again and then teach tuition. Haiz! Very sian ar!!

This weekend will be super busy cause there is FOP and church Anniversary! Just hope will get enough rest. Weather is bad and i got ulcers. Argh!

2009-07-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

1 week has passed since the last time i blogged. Every week im doing about the same stuffs. It has become a routine already i think. Last week taught tuitions, went cousin house slack, had cell group and church as usual. Nothing much special last week though.

Yesterday went tuition and then went with sis, cousin and aunt to Bugis to shop and look for clothes to attend wedding on 8 Aug. Walked around for very long and was very tired. After that in the evening met up with my Ah Bu Family aka my Sec Sch friends. Today is Sok Feng's bday and Wed will be Meiyi's bday so yesterday we met up to celebrate for them. Went to have our dinner and then after that around 9 plus we went to TCC to chill and celebrate for them there. Hope we can meet up more often before my holiday end in Sept.

Today i wanted to go for a run in the morning but after i turn off my alarm, i continued sleeping. Had some dreams and some are weird, hah. See some church people and stuffs in my dream. Eventually woke up at 3 plus and i was still feeling very tired even now. Dunno why head just feel so heavy nowadays? Today kinda no mood and never really eat too... Hmm....Tmr going to cousin house slack and play with dogs and then at night going for leaders' meeting. Had guitar lesson today too and will be getting an electric guitar soon next month i guess.

2009-07-13T17:40:00.003+08:00

Just finished worshipping and praying. As i played with my guitar and worship, God presence readily came into my room. Felt that He was just there with me, near me. The word Christ the solid rock we stand just came to me and that's how i got that verse below in Matthew 7:24-25. We got to build our foundation strong so that whatever storm comes, we will stand rooted on the foundation we lay and that is Christ the solid rock.
The verse Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths also came to my mind. We really got to learn to Trust God and lean on Him. His plans are higher than our plans, His thoughts higher than our thoughts. Those of you who are going through uncertainties in life right now, do not give up. Continue to trust God and He will direct your paths. Endure and Persist to the end. Never give up.

Matthew 7

24 “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken
him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: 25 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall,
for it was founded on the rock.
26 “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be
like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: 27 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And
great was its fall.”

Proverbs 3
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes;
Fear the LORD and depart from evil.
8 It will be health to your flesh,
And strength to your bones.
9 Honor the LORD with your possessions,
And with the firstfruits of all your increase;
10 So your barns will be filled with plenty,
And your vats will overflow with new wine.
11 My son, do not despise the chastening of the LORD,
Nor detest His correction;
12 For whom the LORD loves He corrects,
Just as a father the son in whom he delights.
13 Happy is the man who finds wisdom,
And the man who gains understanding;
14 For her proceeds are better than the profits of silver,
And her gain than fine gold.
15 She is more precious than rubies,
And all the things you may desire cannot compare with her.
16 Length of days is in her right hand,
In her left hand riches and honor.
17 Her ways are ways of pleasantness,
And all her paths are peace.
18 She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her,
And happy are all who retain her.
19 The LORD by wisdom founded the earth;
By understanding He established the heavens;
20 By His knowledge the depths were broken up,
And clouds drop down the dew.
21 My son, let them not depart from your eyes—
Keep sound wisdom and discretion;
22 So they will be life to your soul
And grace to your neck.
23 Then you will walk safely in your way,
And your foot will not stumble.
24 When you lie down, you will not be afraid;
Yes, you will lie down and your sleep will be sweet.
25 Do not be afraid of sudden terror,
Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes;
26 For the LORD will be your confidence,
And will keep your foot from being caught.
27 Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,
When it is in the power of your hand to do so.
28 Do not say to your neighbor,

“ Go, and come back,
And tomorrow I will give it,”
When you have it with you.
29 Do not devise evil against your neighbor,
For he dwells by you for safety’s sake.
30 Do not strive with a man without cause,
If he has done you no harm.
31 Do not envy the oppressor,
And choose none of his ways;
32 For the perverse person is an abomination to the LORD,
But His secret counsel is with the upright.
33 The curse of the LORD is on the house of the wicked,
But He blesses the home of the just.
34 Surely He scorns the scornful,
But gives grace to the humble.
35 The wise shall inherit glory,
But shame shall be the legacy of fools.

2009-07-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! Im here to blog again! One week has passed once again. This week is just like any normal week. haha. i think my holiday is really like a routine cause every week i will go to my cousins house. Yesterday was Kaishing's 21st Bday! Went out for dinner together with few of my cell group members. Was late due to train delay. Dunno what happened but keep on delaying due to track fault or something. Went to Waraku to eat dinner and then after that went to Cineleisure E Max for Lan gaming. Played L4D together. It was fun time together but fun time do pass fast.

Today went to work in the morning, came home in the afternoon and then practise guitar for cell group. My guitar string is really very thick and its very hard to play barred chords. Played until my fingers swollen. Thank God i think the worship still alright. Presence of God is there and everything just move. However i still need to work on my singing and stuffs to be a better guitarist, to song lead...Just pray that it will be easy for me.. after cell group went to have dinner and then went to eat Durian at Toa Payoh with Jieyong and the girls. haha. Fellowship is really good. We really need to organise more things and come out to fellowship.

Tmr will be teaching tuition as usual and attending service in the evening. Alright, thats all for now.

2009-07-03T10:54:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 9 plus today to practise guitar for tonight cell grp. Taking worship. Pray that everything will go on well... played until my finger rather pain cause my string is new and the tension is quite hard. Tonight using my cgm guitar though cause later 130pm i got to work until around 5pm then i will head straight down to Tamp to run some errand before going over to CG.

The sunburn that day is still there and kinda itchy..oh man..Anyway can play L4D at home le. Lol! this holiday is like exploring game for me and all sorts of stuffs... rather slack i think..2 more months to go before the start of new term for me and then chiong all the way until next year again le...Nothing much to update already i guess? haha.. rest a while more and then i got to go get food and prepare to go work later on...

2009-06-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hey all! Im here to blog again! haha! Ada must be waiting very long for me to update le! lol! Hmm... the last time i ended here was 22 June. haha.

23 June- I think i just went to teach tuition tats all in the evening, in the afternoon i cant remb what i did but i think i was at my cousin's house at pasir ris.

24 June- Went to cousin's house at Yew Tee and accompanied Amanda to Lot 1 to buy her colour lenses. Stayed at cousin house the whole evening and played with the dogs and watch tv.

25 June- Went to teach tuition at 1pm and then went over to cousin house. Around 4 plus sis came over and then took her stuffs and need me to accompany her home to help her carry things. haha. She let me drive home and so i did. it was only my 4th time driving and this time further distance. My sis so scare of me driving and keep saying i drive very slow. LOL!

26 June- Went to work at 10am and then after work went to cousin house at Pasir Ris again and reached around 3 plus. Was very tired and i lied on the sofa watching tv and fell asleep. Then went to the room and sleep. Could not open my eyes when my cousin come wake me up. haha! Aunt came home and we went to jog at the park. Stayed over at cousin house cause Sat my tuition is just at Pasir Ris so no point travelling here and there.

27 June- Taught tuition and went to church for service in the evening. after service travelled to Kallang Leisure Park to watch Transformers 2 with the zone. Was a nice and great show! haha! Really worth watching. Took cab home with other 2 people staying at my hse area.

Yesterday went to sentosa with 2 of my cousins and my cousin friend. Although just a small group but it was till fun filled. Most of the time was spent floating in the water using our beach balls. lol! each of us got 1 beach balls. Look so funny esp when people will think why we have so many beach balls. lol! We left sentosa only at 6 plus close to 7. Really madness. All of us got sunburn i think. Mine is on my upper arm. haha. It hurts now. I am getting so tanned now! oh my! After camp i was alraedy super tanned!

Today sis came to my house in the afternoon.Packed her stuffs and then evening she cooked Japanese Pasta for us. Nice. haha! she said in Japan she ate 1 bowl of it at $16. so expensive can! After eating my dinner, went for guitar lesson. Right now considering whether to get electric guitar. Money is an issue and also my house has space constrain and my mum will sure scold me for having 2 guitars and say is a waste of money. hmm.. thinking how? maybe just hide it under the bed first?

2009-06-22T21:30:00.007+08:00

Went over to my cousin house today at yew tee to play badminton and also to see the 5 dogs! super duper cute!! haha!! Took pictures with them! Will post them up and you all will see how cute they are! Their names are Milo, Coco, Bobo, Yoyo and Bowie and they are the toy poodles, Mixed Shitzu and Maltese and pure Shitzu respectively. Hehe! Bowie is the oldest of course, already been with my cousin for very long.

2009-06-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

Just had a heartfelt talk. Talk out everything, almost everything i guess? Cant remb what else that i did not talk about. I shall just give it one more shot, give it another chance. My previous post i think i just got to change my mind about it now and give it another try. Not being double minded or what but it is because i feel i need to give support and i just cant leave just like that too...

Indeed really need wisdom. Praying to God for wisdom and ideas on how to go about doing things. I need guidance. Guess that i need to continue reading the book on how to be a good leader...Need to change in some of my attitudes and ways... I will just try my best in all... I really pray that things will work out.. I really dun want to be stuck again and cannot move on.

2009-06-20T01:08:00.002+08:00

A lot of things are running through my mind now. I think more or less i have made up my mind for the decision that im gonna make soon. Im just waiting for the right time to act on it cause i think it is not the right time yet and also i dun wanna just leave the people there like that... I dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever and feel those awkward feelings again and again. Atmosphere always so weird and i think it had already become worse than before. I am waiting for God to direct me, praying for the answer and waiting for the time. I really dunno what to do anymore and just so burdened by this thing for so long already since last year? but it have got worse i feel.

Lots of mixed feelings here and there but then i think this time, my endurance reached the limit. I think it is really time for me to move on. Wondering am i like isolating myself now? i really dunno man. I felt that i am no longer close to some people and further apart. Words are becoming lesser and lesser...Feel so lost once again...Hate to be in this kind of situation and feeling all these over and over again. What to do?

2009-06-17T21:33:00.004+08:00

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2009-06-17T16:07:00.002+08:00

My Dearest Ada will be leaving for Boston tmr to study for 5 weeks... will be so bored without her cause we sms and msn almost everyday.... Monday spent my time with her. Accompanied her to Mustafa centre to get her stuffs for the trip such as TSA lock. After that had lunch together and sort of explored Farrer Park. haha! we felt like we are tourists. so lost there! lol! travelled down to Far East to get more stuffs and we left in the evening as she got to meet her parents for dinner.

Yesterday also spent my day with her. Went to office to find her at 2 plus, recap some work with me cause she need to hand over to me for 5 weeks. Left at 3 plus and head back to my house. Dyed hair for her. haha. Im the salon aunty for the day! Not bad in the end. haha! think Ada likes the hair colour now. Its blue black. haha! Waited for me to finish eating dinner at home and went off to Hougang pasar malam to find socks but to no avail. Then we went to the hougang central and manage to get what she wanted. Spent 2 days with ada and it is quality time.

Today had guitar in the morning with Jieyong and then headed home. By right meeting Tiffany, Rong Jian and Yeetheng today but then Tiffany could not come out so we postpone it to next week. So im free today...this holiday also like seldom have a lot of tuitions... cancelled here and there. My income is affected...doing posting of ads now to earn money... so boring.

2009-06-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

Last friday went to Genting with 2 of my bank friends. Set off at 730am and reached Genting around 3 plus in the afternoon. After checking into the hotel, we went to eat dinner buffet. the food was still alright only...never really ate a lot..After that i think we went to walk around and went Casino cause my friends wanted to go in. Accompanied them in and it is my first time to Casino so sort of experience how is it like inside. Keep getting check for my IC each time i enter.Just stand around and see my friends play... Called it a day at 11 plus at night.

The next day went to eat breakfast and then went to the outdoor theme park. Tried most of the rides and even tried the space shot. So scary. It will go up to a height and then suddenly drop down. It is like flying or commiting suicide feel. scary like mad lo. haha. You will literally be flying and your butts will be off the chair. Stayed at the theme park until afternoon and went off for lunch and arcade...At night went to watch the circus show. First time watching circus live and it was awesome experience. As i watched those acrobat, at times i will fear that they make mistake and fall down. It is really eye opening. There were also tigers, lions and dogs. So cute. haha!

Last day did nothing much and most of the day was spent in the bus. So sian. The trip was delayed super long cause half way thru, the bus air con spoilt and those people went to call back Spore to complain and ask to change bus. So we waited and reached back singapore at around 9 plus. madness. So tiring... Pics are not uploaded yet. will upload soon maybe. haha..kinda lazy to do so.

2009-06-15T22:41:00.010+08:00

Dear readers!Im back! Sorry for not blogging for so so long that it is collecting dust here. Been rather busy! Last week was super duper packed! Had Loud Camp from 8 to 10 June! Overall the camp is great. I was the team IC and i was sick during the camp too. Had sore throat and cheered until no voice too! During the first night, i could not even sleep as i was feeling discomfort and even woke up at 3 plus and went to vomit. I was really feeling so sick but i got to hang on and lead the team. Played lotsa crazy games during the first day itself and mostly are team games. Went all over the school for the games and did our very best. The most scary thing was, during the night, there is this lizard on the floor in our room! totally freak me out!! Got one of the girls to kill it and i ran out of the room as fast as i could man! Really feared during the night. My greatest fear came to past during the camp.

The second day i was feeling better but still no voice of course. went to sentosa and had even more crazy games there. The sun was blazing at us and i got darker. We played so many dirty games and the telematch is the most dirtiest. We had to roll on the mat that have all sorts of sauce and it stinks! Endure throughout and in the end, we got first! Our house was not that united and so we got to play 2 times even. Thankfully we won and win the race. It was really a tiring day cause we even have to walk all over sentosa for the island wide game. Did project shoot out too. Will post some pics below later. In the evening, we went back to St Hilda's Primary for service. It was really awesome. Presence of God was so strong and tears just streamed down during altar call. I could not hold it back and it just flow. God is there.

The last day was quite free cause the social work was cancelled. We just hang around and then later on had Captains ball and some water bomb game. After that discuss and rehearse our skits. In the evening had campfire and it was fun. Sang songs, cheered and ran around the camp fire. Around 9 plus, we call it a day and by 10 plus, home sweet home. Really hope this camp had bonded the CG and i hope i lead the team well. This is my first time and i did my very best.

Here are the pics from project shoot out:

2009-05-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

Went out with Ada yesterday to Bugis to shop with her. she bought a stripe top and i got nothing. haha. After that went expo for Solomon series. Sermon was great. Really will learn a lot thru this series. Been very long since we have churchwide bible study. After service went to take bus with Guojun home. Then my Ez link no value so couldn't use. Asked the uncle how much is the fare and he told me nvm, go in and take a seat. Stun! first time experience such thing....

Today went to teach tuition at Pasir Ris and then evening went dinner with family at No Signboard Restaurant at Esplanade and went to Bugis to walk around. Never buy anything there. Only my dad bought jeans... Then went to the new Icon to walk as well... Had Ah Chew Dessert later on in the night and just got home not long ago. I was given the chance to drive back... Quite a few obstacles. First, i must get out of the parallel parking slot which took some time. Then i went to the wrong lane also and had to turn out. Not familiar with the road and stuffs...Dad say my control still not very good. Keep getting to the left of the lane.. Hmm...well, i dun have much practice after i got my license and hence, like that lo...even parking also.. jialat lehz.. no pole is really a challenge... Wonder when then i can drive properly and can drive on my own... People no confidence then i cant drive le oso cause keep doubting... very jialat one lehz.. esp my dad pro mah so he got a lot to comment. haiz... I hope i can drive well soon...

Tmr going for service and then slack for the rest of the day...

2009-05-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

Woo! enjoyed myself today with my Bestie Ada! We went eat at Astons! really nice and worth it! cheap and no GST and svc charge. Then we climbed up this long flight of stairs to get to Timbre at Old School. Almost died! lol! chill out @ Timbre is great. I love live band and the gal guitarist today was power! Woo! she have her own style. I really envy gal guitarist who are really awesome and pro! how i wish i can too! Simply power.... Love to chill out and hope to chill out more with Ada b4 she goes to Boston.

Tmr will be going to work with her cause her boss needs replacement as Ada going Boston for 5 weeks. So im gonna work at prudential at Newton for 5 weeks like tat but should be quite alright. Each week just work 1 or 2 days...haha! Blessings on my way too!

Anyway heres some pics taken at Timbre!

2009-05-24T21:40:00.002+08:00

Went for pre camp at Sentosa today! Get really dirty through all the games. Challenging.... Did kinda lotsa stuffs and physically very tired... got home at 7 plus and i was lying on the bed...got up at 9 plus...now still kinda stoning in front of my com...really hope to do more for my team and house... hopefully we can have more cheers and cheer the best we can during the camp! it will be my first time leading and i really hope to do the best and let all my members be so excited during the camp... Pray hard everything will go on well and right now, i just need more cheers and confidence too!

Tmr will be teaching tuition at night so i think the day will just rest and see what i can do.. haha. after exams already so more free, got to think what to do everyday during my free slots...

2009-05-23T00:44:00.002+08:00

Finally exams are officially over and holiday has started!! Woo! So happy! hopefully my hard work paid off. Think Sept then exam results will be out ba...Nothing much to blog actually.. think my holidays will be just chilling, staying at home and also teach tuitions ba...Must go and improve my guitar skills this holiday too..alright nothing to blog about, shall update again.

2009-05-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

1 more battle to fight next thurs and im free! Left with Corporate Finance paper to fight! So far had 3 exams already and i think should be alright. Just that for Management Maths i dont think i can get what i want. I tink 20 marks confirm gone le cause 1 question could not do. Another question i tried but was hard. I just pray that i wun fail can le cause i dunwan to repeat and waste money..

Today haven study yet cause rather tired and just wanna take a break. maybe tmr then start studying again ba. Last paper so i hope i can do well for it too! thank God i have more time to study for the last paper cause it is the toughest out of my 4 modules...

After exams will be my holidays so i am looking forward to it and June 8 to 10 will be going for Loud camp!Im the team IC somemore so must cheer a lot.Pray for me ba. haha. Just hope i can do a good job. It's my first time taking this role. Also holidays im considering taking up more tuitions cause i really need income. So damn broke.

Exams has started!

2009-05-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

Well today my first paper commenced. It's POA, one of the more confident subject out of the 4 im taking. The paper today a bit tricky and stun cause this year, cash flow statement did not appear in Section C. Thank God i studied and learn Cash budgeting yesterday if not im dead for section C.. Anyway one paper down. Shall leave it to God now. I already did my best. Next up will be Management Maths on Tues and Macroecons on Wed! Pls pray for me. Im stress with Econs... got to mug and mug till next week. So i think i wun be updating blog that often.

2009-04-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

woo! I woke up at 5 plus today. oh my! I think im just overexhausted these days that my body cannot take it anymore. Got to get down to work later on, mugging time. Anyway saturday went my sis BF bday at chalet and my cousins brought 2 toy poodles! so cute cause they are still very very small. haha! heres a pic together with my cousin, sis and the dogs!

2009-04-26T20:34:00.002+08:00

Been quite long since i updated the blog. Very busy this week cause everyday in school for revision class except thurs and today. Lotsa happenings this week. Friday had Cell group. Presence of God was very strong and we had encounter with the Holy Spirit. Deliverance happened too. Really thank God for all these. I have been quite discouraged cause exams are approaching and i have been working very hard. Due to the setback of the prelim, failed 3 out of 4, im working extremely hard. I hope to get at least 60 over for my modules to secure 2nd upper class honors at least. Sometimes, i think i just dun have confident and have low self esteem. I always feel im not good enough. Even as a connect group leader in the cell group and also as a guitarist. I always feel im not good enough and all. Ada reminded us of Moses in our CG blog and indeed, i must also be like Moses. Although he is not the most talented but he was chosen by God.

Also, on Friday itself, the whole cg was also emo because Jieyong is changing to another cg. I have been in the cell group with him for quite a number of years, maybe 4 or 5? I really thank God for him cause he is my guitar teacher and also, he always believe in me that i can do it. N283, lets jiayou for the rest of the months now! We need to support each other even more now and treasure each other. God had placed each and everyone of us together in the cell group for a purpose. We need to help each other to mould our characters and all.

Anyway, people do pray for me. Will be having my exams real soon! 7 May is my first paper! feeling the great stress.

Jobs available!

2009-04-17T13:12:00.001+08:00

Hey all, below are a list of jobs available for application. Interested for any of them kindly email your Cvs to sharontan@thespiketeam.com and indicate which assignment you are applying for.

Assignment number TST0100
Space Planner/Autocad Draftsmen needed in High-End office furnishing company.

Requirements

- Min 1 year autocad experience.
- Follow up with clients on the arrangement of office furnitures.
- Singaporean/PR/Malaysian
- Location @ Cityhall
- 5 ½ day alt.
- Salary basic 1.5-2k

Assignment number TST0101
High-End Office Furnishing Company needs Sales Exe/Sales Manager.

Content:

- 1 to 2 years of sales experience
- Singaporean/PR/Malaysian
- Please include photo in CV
- Location @ Cityhall
- 5 ½ day alt.
- Salary basic 1.5-2.5k + commission

Assignment number TST0102

Training Manager Needed at Association @ Aljunied

Details:

Responsibilities
Set the vision, direction, policies and procedures of training.

Implement the training and development needs of the MICE industry to enhance overall skills and career development with the aim of attaining business objectives for the industry

Implement and review productivity and innovation enhancement programs that are in line with HRM objective to grow our people.

Liaise and worked closely with government agency such as WDA and STB and relevant organisation related to the industries to develop and improved on the training courses for the Association..

Coordinate initiatives designed to foster a global culture of innovation.

Review, recommend, implement and maintain the building blocks towards organization and business excellence for the association.

Coordinate the Group Training Plan.

Support the Training Committee of the Association and worked closely with the Training Committee Chair person

Requirements

Degree from a recognized University

Min 5 years’ of relevant experience in T&D

Knowledge of Tourism Industry would be an advantage

Familiar with People Developer Standards & Total Company Training Plan

The successful candidate can look forward to challenging growth prospects with the Group. Salary will commensurate with experience.

Assignment number TST0103

Marketing Communications Executive

Job Scope:-

-Promote and enhance the corporate image and identity of the Association

-Develop and implement media relation programme and development programme.

--Develop, implement and evaluate marketing communication plans.

-Actively involved in the planning and execution of strategies and the development of promotional and communication materials.

-Liaise with trade publications and relevant organisation related to the industries.

-Assist in liaising with PR Committee for the development of marketing and presentation materials and media planning of the Association such as production of the Association Directory
-Monitor and collate market information about the industry
-Responsible for monthly newsletter and taking minutes for the Executive Committee
-Assist or participate in company work projects as required

Requirements:-
-Degree in Marketing or equivalent.
-2 years to 3 years of relevant experience in the Tourism Industry
-Those with experience working in a local society or local association in Singapore will have added advantage.
-Team player with strong interpersonal communications skill, customer and quality focused.

Location near Aljunied

Assignment number TST0104

Senior Systems Engineer Needed in Changi

Content

ACCOUNTABILITIES:

• Maintain server and network infrastructure
• Maintain new and existing hardware and software
• Troubleshoot hardware, software, and network problems
• Coordinate and liaise with vendors for new equipment and software, such as new servers for AD, projects etc
• Provide support for users.

KNOWLEDGE, COMPETENCIES & EXPERIENCE:

Knowledge:

• Knowledge in IT infrastructure areas such as LAN / WAN networking.

Competencies:

• Competent to troubleshoot desktop and server issues.

Experience:

• Hands-on experience in Windows system administration.
• Experience in NT, Active Directory, Exchange Server, DNS, DHCP and IIS servers.
• Experience in Firewall, Mail, IIS, DNS, Active Directory, is required

Male working environment
Able to speak English and Mandarin and with relevant diploma /degree in IT systems and networking.
Salary up to $3200

Assignment number TST0105

QS Admin/Coordinator

Experience in quantity surveying.
O level or above
Location @ Cityhall
Industry : Furnishing
Salary : Open for nego.
Working hours Monday – Thursday 9am – 6.15pm ,Fri 9am – 6pm

Assignment number TST0106
Contract Sales Executive/Manager

Must have experience in corporate furniture sales
O level or above
Location @ Cityhall
Industry : Furnishing
Salary : Open for nego.
Working hours Monday – Thursday 9am – 6.15pm ,Fri 9am – 6pm

Assignment number TST0107

Lady technician / Engineer.

Must be a Singaporean;
Must be a Lady,
Fresh Diploma Graduate preferred
Other level are also acceptable
Able to converse and write in English.

Salary will commensurate with experience
Location @ Genting Lane

Assignment number TST0108

Mechanic

Diesel engine mechanic with at least 5 years experience in servicing, repair
and overhaul of high speed marine diesel engines (>2500rpm). Able to work
onboard vessel and take on overseas assignments. Class 3 license a must.
$1500 and above. Malaysian and S pass welcome

Location @ Admiralty Street

Assignment number TST0109
Hd, Water Craft Section)

Mechanical or marine engineering background with at least 5 years experience
in marine* or shipyard environment.

Must be familiar with small craft and platform system. Must be able to deal
with ship supervisor, surveyor, owner and yard manager

Class 3 a must. $2500 + -
Location @ Admiralty Street

Assignment number TST0110

Hd, Yacht Section

Requirements:

. Candidate should have a Diploma in Marine / Mechanical
Engineering. Individual without Diploma but have at least 5 years of
experience in marine* or shipyard environment may also apply.

. Candidate must have class 3 and PPCDL license. This is a hands-on
job and candidate must love the sea.

. Successful candidate is expected to work independently, have good
inter-personal skill, and able to work on weekends and public holidays.

Responsibilities include:

. Supervise yacht operations, repairs & maintenance.

. Supervise docking and slipping activities.

. Plan and coordinate repair activity with yacht owners and
subcontractors.

. Communicate with yacht owners to seek new clients

* Marine experience such as:

Sea going deck officer or engineer

Diver, seaman or tech hands from Navy or PCG Keen boater/sailor who have
taken up the sports and are active participants for over 5 years

2009-04-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

Got back 3 of my prelim papers and man, discouraging. Studied so hard but did badly. This is in fact the first time in my life that i did so badly for an examination. Im just 3 weeks away from the actual exam. I really pray for wisdom and understanding. God, i need a miracle! I really dunno how already, just doing my best in all, study the best i can. I did put in a lot of effort for prelim but dunno why end up like this.

Anyway right now, there's some situations that im facing and that includes financial and parents' health. Just keep praying for me and my family ba. I am really putting my trust in God and all right now. Trying to encourage myself too. Really very tired recently and keep getting headaches. I guess my brains are stressed out.

2009-04-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

This is my new hair style. Today went to cut hair with my sis and she asks me to cut this style. lol! suddenly my hair become shorter and neater cause b4 this, my hair is really long cause 3 mths never go cut hair. haha. shall blog more tmr about prayer meeting today too

2009-04-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today is April's Fool! haha. but i think everyone got no more tricks so i did not get fooled today. I think no one bother about this day anymore ba? only last time when we were in Pri and Sec sch then we do stupid things.lol.

Last week i lost one tuition job that pays well cause my students' school will be giving them extra lessons already so they dun require tuition anymore. So i started to find new tuition and today i manage to get one which will be starting tmr. Woo! Thank God. Though the pay is much lesser but its still income. I prayed for that during Morning Prayer meeting ytd and today, it is answered. God is Good! Went for tuition just now at 730pm. Today just went morning PM and came home to sleep thats all. Right now having headache. Perhaps not enuff rest ba. Tmr will be studying with my friend at Bishan and then travel to Punggol for tuition. pray that tmr will be a great day ahead.

Right now having muscles ache. Ytd went to run with Ada at Sengkang. lolx! need to train my stamina man. Ran and walk a total about 4km while Ada ran 6km. Salute.lol! We intend to meet and run every Tues. haha! Time to keep Fit and healthy! Anyway, i am inviting all you people for Easter at my church. It will be on friday 530pm to 730pm, Sat same time. There will be drama and lots more. Do drop me a tag if u can make it

2009-03-26T00:34:00.001+08:00

你指向远方爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动是泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份靠在你的肩膀

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢我笑得开朗
你越温柔我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福何必要模仿
心不在何苦留躯壳在身旁
加满自由我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱为了爱
这不是我该怎么生活
放了爱会明白
有种拥有叫做放手

我的心为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱为了爱
这不是我想要的生活
放了爱你会明白
有种拥有叫做放手
放了爱

2009-03-25T02:07:00.000+08:00

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

2009-03-23T20:21:00.002+08:00

Went to the Dental this morning. Man, Cost me $189 cause clean and polish the teeth and filling for 2 cavities. Omg! I think cause too many years never go dental le. Clean until very painful and lotsa blood. Tats why im quite scared to go to the dentist. Cause of the pain. Endure it man. haha.

After that went home and then went to Hougang for guitar lesson. Then i went to AMK library to study Maths with my friend. Tmr will be going there to study again ba? Since im free so spend some time studying too. Watching CSS3 right now. haha.

2009-03-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

This week really passed so fast. Left with 1 more week to relax at home. Apr 4th will be back to school for intensive revision and will be getting back my prelim papers during that period i guess? Saw from the school website that there is alot of papers were not being sent to London for marking cause they wrote less than 5 pages. 7 pages of NRIC listed in the site that are not marked.. Think everyone was not ready for Prelim exams. haha.

Tmr will be having guitar lesson in the afternoon and then going to AMK library to meet my friend and study Maths together. Just hope that my actual exams will be easier than the prelims and that i will score well. Im aiming for at least a second upper honors degree. Really doing my best in studying the best i could. Oh yeah, btw do feel free to click on those 2 banners on top. Help me out to earn some money. Thanks a lot!

Oh man, when eating the apple, suddenly i felt a hole behind my teeth! Gosh! i think i need to visit the dentist! =(

2009-03-19T23:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had outing with my cousins. In the morning, i had tuition at Pasir Ris then after that meet my cousins and travelled down to Bugis together. Went to walk around cause the Sakae Buffet will only starts at 3pm. So we just slack around. Man, we really ate a lot yesterday. haha. really make our money worth. If without buffet, we ate ard $150 worth of food. But with the buffet we paid $96 bucks. LOL!

After that we were deciding where to go and what to do. So in the end we went to KTV. Just want to enjoy myself and not think of so many things. Need to chill and relax while i can. Im just bothered with the same thing each day. Pray about it and leave it to God. i just hope that this issue wun make me so stress and stuffs anymore. Just so so busy with more stuffs coming up soon i guess? not sure man.. seems like gonna have a lot activities planned soon. I need a break before i burn out..Lost my motivation already. seems like im doing stuffs cause i have to and not cause i want to.

2009-03-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Went Royal Park Hotel for High Tea Buffet today with my sis, aunt and my sis friends and my cousin. Today is my sis friend Kenix birthday so we went there to celebrate. After that went to Demsey Hill to chill and chit chat. haha. Tmr will be having outing with cousins. Lotsa activities these days. This week packed already. So if u all want to ask me out, book me for next week ba. haha.

Hmm.. nothing much to blog actually. Just that recently quite burdened and a bit stressed up too. Keep me in prayers ba.

2009-03-16T01:52:00.002+08:00

Extract from Pastor Kong Daily Devotion:

Emotional Outburst
14 Mar 2009
Then the LORD spoke to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not believe Me, to hallow Me in the eyes of the children of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land which I have given them.”Numbers 20:12

Numbers 20 marked the end of 38 years of wandering since Kadesh Barnea. For the second time, there was no water for the children of Israel. This time, not only did they blame Moses, they started blaming God, “If only we had died when our brethren died before the LORD!” (20:3). What a perverse lot! Actually, they should have already been in the Promised Land a long time ago, if only they themselves had not chosen to stay in the wilderness.

God then instructed Moses to “speak to the rock before their eyes, and it will yield its water” (20:8). The rock represented Christ (1 Cor. 10:4). The fi rst time, God told Moses to “strike” the rock (Ex. 17:6). In striking the rock, it signified that Jesus had to be crucified. Christ was stricken, smitten and afflicted so that the waters of life could flow out to a thirsty and dying humanity. But the second time when the Israelites needed water, Moses was to speak to the rock. Now for us, living after the crucifixion and resurrection of Christ, all that is necessary is for us to speak and life flows. But Moses lost his temper and shouted at the people, “Hear now, you rebels! Must we bring water for you out of this rock?” (Num. 20:10). Likewise, we have no right to taunt, mock or rail at other people because the only thing that makes us different is the grace of God.

However, it can be challenging to control our temper when we are leading such perverse groups. So, we still need to monitor our emotions during times of stress and beware of the dangers of making decisions when we have low emotional reserves. Moses destroyed the prophetic type. By striking the rock twice, it would mean, in effect, that Christ would have to be crucified twice. Yet, notice the greatness of God in the next verse, “Water came out abundantly, and the congregation and their animals drank” (20:11). Even though God’s type had been destroyed and God’s servant had failed, God still caused the water to flow out. That was the grace of God despite human failure!

For Moses’ indiscretion and emotional outburst, he was disqualifi ed from entering the Promised Land. Can you see the tremendous tests and standards God has for a leader? With privilege comes great responsibility. Just think of how Moses had served so tirelessly for 40 years. And then he was denied what was most precious to him—entrance into the Promised Land. In the Lord’s eyes, the measure of success is not the outcome of the effort, but the obedience of His servant.

Just wanna say that this passage really describe what im going through now.. Indeed it applies to me. Indeed it can be challenging to control our temper when we are leading and still need to monitor our emotions during times of stress and beware of the dangers of making decisions when we have low emotional reserves. Sometimes i lose temper easily and have attitude problems. As such, i will feel that im not a very good leader.. Just unable to keep my cool and monitor my emotions. Indeed women are really more emotional as compared to men. Perhaps thats why. Im also not a D person so its harder for me to lead perhaps. God i just pray that u help me to be a better leader and guide my ways.

2009-03-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

Tmr is Repertoire event already. I will be playing 3 to 4 songs... Be playing Kao Jing by Harlem, Way back into love and Dirty Little secrets. Just pray that everything will go on well.. Tmr will be going down earlier for rehearsal at the Condo function room near Parkway parade. Anyway, this coming week is Sch holidays so i will be going out with my cousins to relax on Wed and Tues going High Tea with my aunt, sis and her friends at hotel to celebrate her friend bday. Woo!

Anyway, nwadays im quite burdened with certain things that are going on. I really pray that God will help me through all these and hope i dun think so much about them. It's just the same stuffs over and over again. Just hope that one day all these can be solved. Sometimes keep talking over them just wont help. The only thing I can do now is just to leave it to God, let nature take it course and pray and hope for the better. Well, im not talking abt love relationship here by the way. It's some other stuffs.

2009-03-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

Today is my last day working at Suntec. My colleague even gave me a gift. so touched to know that im appreciated. they say when they are busy they will still ask me back to help them and i will be paid cash immediately for the day...

Anyway went to IT fair today during my lunch time and bought the printer ink already. Haha..i think should be a good buy ba. I print notes until my printer no ink plus i keep printing notes for my tuition students as well.. Hmmm... Science is really harder to teach as compared to Maths. haha! trying my very best to teach and finding more notes to help my students.

Tmr will be resting at home and practise guitar ba... Finally i can take a break from studying..since prelims are over for now. but i have to start studying for actual exam soon too.

2009-03-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

Prelims are over today! Today's Management Maths is mad! The questions are stunning man.. really tough and just trying my best to do all the 5 questions. Pray hard that the actual exam in May will not be so tough. The questions are totally different from the past papers i did. Questions i spotted did not appeared or appeared in a different questioning manner and really dunno what the question wants. Anyway did my best so just waiting to get back the prelim papers and im nt sure when too. Probably by Apr cause the lecturer will be going through them during the intensive revision classes done by UK lecturer. The papers will be flown to UK for marking and then back to us. lol ..

I was thinking to go and buy HP printer inks this week during the IT Show... i tink it would be cheaper ba? my cousins are working there this weekend selling laptops. haha.. too bad i cant work... Anyone can tell me should i buy the inks at IT show or just get outside during normal days? Since the IT show is at Suntec, should i just get it from the shops upstairs at the mall instead? dunno will it be the same. hmm.. cause tmr is my last day of work at Suntec. Then i will just be teaching tuitions already. The person who went on maternity will be back this friday so tmr my last day. Happy that i dun need to work anymore there. haha.

2009-03-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm, these few days had been quite busy and tired. Well, Yesterday went to teach tuitions. Started the one at Pasir Ris RC. It's 2 malay girls. First time having malay students. Anyway went on alright. At night, went to Pariss to have dinner with my family. Yesterday my aunt sms and said that their neighbour passed away at home in the room. So scary to hear that cause i was at my cousin house yesterday in the afternoon. Today went to cousin house too. So scared. think too much already. Nowadays a lot of bad news. Keep hearing people dying due to this and that. NTU student 2nd death this week too. Then yesterday mum told me that my blk last year someone jumped down too. OMG! Freak me out la! so scared lehz! then my dad said that dunno when theres robbery at my house here and the robber stay at my blk but kana caught already. omg!

Today went to teach 2 tuitions and then went to Whitesands to meet my member to teach her Financial planning stuffs. After that head to cousin house and waited for dad to come and fetch us for dinner. Went to Changi Village to eat seafood etc. So tired. Tmr will be at home the whole day and study CF cause my prelim is on Tues and Management Maths will be on Wed! Prays hard that i can do it. Trying my very best to do so.

2009-03-06T00:22:00.002+08:00

Wah today not very efficient in revising for CF. was rather tired and then in the evening, went to Hougang to teach Combined Science. It's the new assignment i gotten and is a group of 2 students together. 1 female and 1 male. haha. Finally i have male students to teach too. Hmm, anyway was talking throughout the 2 hours cause science is a lot of explanation and theories. Im getting them to buy the TYS to practice. At the same time i am like recapping my science. haha. I have not been really teaching science but Maths rather so i have no problem teaching Maths.

Anyway, after i got home from tuition, i received a call and confirmed that the sec 2 NA maths tuition is accepted. It will be conducted at Pasir Ris RC, tuition centre or something on Sat 230pm to 4pm. So now Saturday im back to teaching 3 assignments. For that Sec 2 NA Maths, I would have to prepare materials and worksheets. So i manage to have access to online learning where i get questions and im writing them down on foolscap paper and then photocopy for the students. Will be teaching 2 students as well. So right now, total i have 6 assignments on hand. Be teaching on Wed,Thurs,Sat and Sun. Am really very busy now and I got to plan my time well cause i still have exams so i need to study as well. Im really super duper busy. Haha. So maybe u people will find it harder to reach me or ask me out but i will try my best to meet up with my friends if i can. After exams in May then i would be at least more free up i guess.

Alright need to go off soon as i need to go to work tmr. This current part time job will end soon and i cant wait for it to end cause i rather have more time free up during the day to study and teach tuitions at night. I could earn more teaching tuitions rather than working for the part time job. Oh btw tmr will be going to Boiler with my sis,her friends and my aunt. I need to relax and chill.

2009-03-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

Had Macroecons prelim today. Need to do 11 qns! Woo! turning over the paper simply blew me off. It was quite tough and i got no ans to the qns. i just tried my best to answer and i think my answers are just crap. Super short for the 5 marks question. Really need to work very hard for the actual exams if not jialat sia. Haiz. Tues paper will be Corporate Finance, which is the killer. Tmr must start to revise for it. Stress ar! Memory failing too. Sometimes, seeing the questions, is actuall studied before but just cant write out the answer. very sian ar.

Today when doing the paper, the girl that sat behind me keep on making noises. She just kept tsk tsk tsk, hai hai hai. So many times throughout the 3 hours. So irritating. Then my friend told me she used 4 booklets! Nuts! Dunno what she do sia. Omg! Im so so tired these days. Feel so weak.

2009-03-02T20:13:00.002+08:00

POA Paper today simply make me headache at the end of it. Really very tired and i cant seem to think.. Gosh. Tmr will be having Macroecons. Thank God it is afternoon paper so that at least morning i can still study. Currently i am very tired cause just came home from tuition not long and the weather is so irritating. Got to work really hard for the actual exams in May. My stress level is really on high now. Haiz!

Anyway, saw the news that NTU student stab the professor and later on commit suicide! Gosh! this just shows that nowadays, students are under a lot of stress. Somemore he is in his final year and he choose to end it all just like that. What a waste. Gone so far and just gave up like that. Haiz. The world is really in a mess now. Alright, i got to go off soon to study for macroecons already. Sob!

2009-02-28T00:57:00.001+08:00

Wah, my uncle's dog died today due to tick fever. so sad lah. its my fav golden retriever. Oh man... My cousins are sad too cause have feeling for the dog...

Anyway, on a happy side, Im blessed with lotsa tuition jobs. I really thank God for that. He indeed answered my prayers and gave me so many jobs. Some i would have to even reject cause i just cannot take them. Right now i have 5 assignments and 1 is unconfirmed. If confirmed, then i would have 6. Woo! Really stunning for one of the job cause the agent called me and told me it will be 2 students together at the house and so the pay is doubled! Yeah! Pray that i will be a great tutor and have the knowledge and wisdom to do so. Haha! Those looking for tuitions maybe can ask me for sites whereby you can find more jobs as well.

2009-02-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

FM STATICS- TONIGHT

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I say,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I say,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2009-02-26T00:33:00.002+08:00

My blog is collecting dust soon if i dont come and blog... well, currently everyday burying my head in my notes, preparing for prelims exams...Praying for strength and wisdom. Somehow, memory failing. find it so hard to memorise now as compared to the past. Wonder why too. Anyway, today is the last day of school and next week is prelims already. After prelims, own revision at home then Apr intensive revision in school starts... going crazy soon... God please help me through this. I need to pass my exams in May.

Today after school went to give tuition at Lentor Crescent too. Man, the weather is nuts. When we were at school, it was so hot and when i reached Bishan, it was raining cats and dogs. Oh my! It just made my shoes all wet, terrible. After tuition ends, headed home, had my dinner and then settle down and started revision again. Going through Macroecons. Taking a little break now so i came to blog. Ok, shall stop here and return back to my notes...

2009-02-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

第一次的過失才發現心中有把真理的尺
勇氣它原來這裡開始

每一次的得失決定著我明天是什麼樣子
塞滿理想的城市淚水變成了奢侈
微笑是對自己的懂事

我願意拭目以待
去等待每份色彩
拭目以待我打造什麼未來
時間是個郵差按時遞送題材
我的夢我主宰你最明白

每一次的錯失會發現緊握空拳頭的手指
緊握的是跳躍的堅持

偶而會有迷失決定著人的幸福最後地址
成長沒有方程式跟隨真心的聖旨
你是我最值得的固執

我願意拭目以待
去等待每份色彩
拭目以待我打造什麼未來
時間是個郵差按時遞送題材
我的夢我主宰你最明白

拭目以待
去期待每份精彩
拭目以待那是怎樣的未來
我用雙手撐開天空每片的陰霾
我的夢我主宰風雨不改

我的夢我主宰你最明白

I remember

2009-02-22T02:54:00.001+08:00

I Remember

Ohhh....
Remember...
Ohhh, I remember...
I wanna know...

[Verse 1:]
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

[Verse 2:]
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/cP ]
And plus my heart it just,it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
So sad and lonely.

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.

Stress Level rising!

2009-02-21T23:32:00.004+08:00

Hmm... i guess the period of me losing weight is here again. when i am stress, i cant eat and hence, leads to weight loss. I still remb when i was in my Poly final year, i was too stressed that i lost 7Kg one shot within a short time i guess and everyone thought what happened to me. I dunno why im just the opposite of others. When people ar stress, usually the more they eat, but for me, the more i am stress, i cant eat at all. No feeling of hunger even. Just that inside me is acting up and very frustrated. Hah. This period is not the time to come and mess around with me cause i can explode if u trigger the wrong "wire" inside me.

Well, tmr teaching tuition in the morning and having guitar at 4pm. After that i will either go for a jog and then study again. Now everyday must at least study a bit. Anyway, today dressed a bit different to church. When i went to cousin hse today, she like wah, should wear like this more often. LOL! actually i like this style long ago just that i never go and buy the shirt yet. haha... This year i will do my best to change my outlook and lose more weight. lol! By the way, any of you interested for the event below, The Repertoire? PM me for more details asap! Need to consolidate the performances etc. Also, if you are interested for free guitar crash course, let me know by this friday!

2009-02-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

2009-02-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

2 Weeks to prelims.. burying myself in books each day now.. trying very hard to mug. Anyway, gonna have intensive revision classes in APR. London lecturers will be coming down personally for them and we have local revision class as well. Simply packed. I sacrifice local revision for Maths so that i dont have to sign up for my london revision on Sat and Sun. It will be madness to go to sch on wkends and it will be from 10am to 5pm. So after trying so many times, choosing the best combinations for the days. Here's my timetable for APR:

Apr 7- POA and Corporate Finance local revision from 830am to 3pm
Apr 8- Macroecons local revision 12pm to 3pm
Apr 9 and 13- Management Maths UOL revision 10am to 5pm
Apr 14- POA local revision 830am to 1130am
Apr 15 and 16- Macroecons UOL revision 10am to 5pm
Apr 20 and 21- CF UOL 10am to 5pm
Apr 22- Macroecons local revision 12pm to 3pm
Apr 24 and 25- POA UOL revision 10am to 5pm
Apr 28- Corporate Finance local revision 12pm to 3pm

Woo! Simply very packed! Exams will commence on 7 May! all the best to me! I will also be starting a new tuition assignment at Lentor Crescent tmr at 730pm to 930pm. will be teaching p6 maths. Thank God for the new assignment. Currently i have 4 assignments on hand and i am still thinking should i get more but im afraid i will have lesser time to revise for exams.

Nike Stuff for sales!

2009-02-14T23:45:00.006+08:00

Nike Bag Selling for $35

Nike Connection Large Wheels luggage selling at $200.

Interested for the above sales do leave your contact on my tagboard. Thanks! All are on sales price

2009-02-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Wah, i have a lot to update about. Firstly, yesterday something happened and my heart dropped! I was out with my Sec Sch friends at Orchard Road and we went to have our dinner at 9pm at Mac. We sat there and chit chat until 12am and then they decided to share cab home. Then, i wanted to check if i have money and at that moment, i realised my wallet was lost! I was like gosh, how? Then told my friends wallet lost and we went back to the Mac, hoping to find it but my hope was dashed. The manager said she did not saw any wallet when cleaning the table after we left. The manager told us to go and check with the security at the counter outside and see if any lost and found there.

Went ahead with my friends, still hoping and hoping to find it but again, nothing was found. I was really lost. I was not worried abt the money lost but is all the cards cause they are very important and once lost, will be in deep trouble. That includes my NRIC,Driving License,SIM student card and all the ATM cards. The security told us to go to Somerset Police Station to make a report and immediately terminate all the cards. When we were about to take a move there, the manager of Mac suddenly came out with a plastic bag and asked, is this yours? Looking at it, I was very happy cause yes! it was my wallet! I really Thank God that I found it if not i will really be in deep trouble and wonder what will happen. The previous manager on duty actually picked it up and put it at the lost and found in Mac. It's really dramatic!

Anyway, my cell grp will be organising events in March! Woo! Will be super busy. The event is called The Repertoire! it will be held on 15 March around 5pm to 10pm. I hereby cordially invite all of you to join me for such a time as this. It will be the time for you to showcase your talents, singing or playing musical instruments. Most probably i will be playing the guitar and so, those who can sing and would like to perform, do let me know. Or if you do not want to perform, do come down and support me. Hehe. Also, we will be having a guitar workshop, totally FOC. So for those who are thinking of learning guitar. Wait no more, hurry and sign up with me now.. It will allow you to try out and if you are really interested to learn later on, you can sign up with the guitar teacher. Do leave me a tag or contact me if you are interested!

2009-02-09T16:15:00.002+08:00

It's already Feb 2 week. Woo. Soon Feb will be over cause it is a short month. haha. Need to really mug very hard to prepare myself for prelims. It is just one month away and i have lots to study. Anyway, this friday Cell grp will be organising bowling at EHub at 7pm. Interested and able to come, do drop me a msg in the tagboard or sms me ok? all are welcome!

Also, next month, we might be organising an indoor event, whereby we can invite our friends to perform together,singing or anything. So i am inviting people to perform together with me if u can. I will be playing the guitar and all my friends are welcome to sing. Just let me know if you are interested as well. haha. It would be a great experience for us.

Lastly, i am still looking for more tuition jobs so if any of you readers have tuition job to recommend, do intro to me k? i will be able to teach all level of Maths from pri to Sec. Thanks a lot!

2009-02-05T13:54:00.004+08:00

So fast it is already February and soon next month, i will be having Prelims exam, which is Mock exams. Will be trying my best to do the exams and see where i currently stand. 3 more months will be the exact exam le. Really got to mug real hard cause there is really quite a lot to study. Revision classes will be coming up after the Prelims and we had to register for it next week. UK lecturers will be coming down personally to conduct the lessons so it would be better to attend so that we can get more knowledge and learn how to answer the questions during exams.

Anyway, 2009 i must really let it be a best year as compared to 2008. I would like to really save up more financially. Hope to be able to achieve the different goals i have set. Relationship with friends and family to improve as well and also love relationship. I believe God had already plans for me already and I will just leave it to God. I had already let go of what I should as I will not give up the forest just cause of a tree. I believe God is good all the time and all the time God is good.

CNY PICS!

2009-01-30T16:59:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone! Here are the pics taken on CNY! Enjoy! haha!

CNY

2009-01-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

Wah. So fast 2 days of CNY is over and some will be back to sch and work tmr le. Yesterday went visiting at both mum and dad's side. All done in a day. Nothing much though. Just have fun around and chit chat. Reached home around 12am and was very tired. Today went to uncle's house for lunch, played with my cousins and then went over to my cell group member house. Had lotsa fun there. haha. played crazy games and hit each other here and there. lolx. some kana hit until blue black. haha. it was very fun and we were like shouting alot in the room till my voice changed lor. super high. haha. then played this animal game and i was like the entertainer. I did the actions like very excited, animated and everyone laughed. lol!

Anyway, hope everyone had a great chinese new year. haha. This year ang bao not that much too. Tmr will be meeting my aunt at Choa Chu Kang to watch movie, the wedding game.

2009-01-23T16:30:00.000+08:00

"One"

Once in a lifetime you find a treasure
A golden gift that makes your heart surrender
All of the fears I held inside
Faded away and let me have a new life

Then one day on a mountain high
I spread my wings to fly

CHORUS: There's only one Mona Lisa
Only one Catalina
There is only sun and just one moon
And for my life there is one, only you

I have walked this path a long, long time
I never had the courage to try
Then one day you looked at me
And set my soul free

CHORUS: There's only one Mona Lisa
Only one Catalina
There is only sun and just one moon
And for my life there is one, only you

I couldn't do it, I wouldn't do it til you came along
You made me strong

CHORUS: There's only one Mona Lisa
Only one Catalina
There is only sun and just one moon
And for my life there is one, only you

2009-01-23T14:39:00.001+08:00

Spoken Dialogue in Spanish:
"Cuando noche esta, te esperar
Quiero volverte loco esta noche
Con la luna llena, te esperar
Hoy morirs entre mis brazos
Y nunca soars de algo mas"]
When you're near me, I close my eyes,
I want to feel you by my side
When you kiss me, I close my eyes,
I want you by my side

CHORUS:
When I realize there's no telling lies,
Then I know that once in a lifetime
Making love to you, every time it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime
[Spoken Dialogue in Spanish:
"Todo tu cuerpo temblar,
Pero esta vez, es realidad
An que el tiempo pase,
Nunca, nunca, lo olvidars,
Sera, solo una vez en tu vida"]
When you touch me, I burn inside,
Colder chills run down my spine
When you take me, it's hot in love,
- Can't get enough!

CHORUS:
When I realize there's no telling lies,
Then I know that once in a lifetime
Making love to you, every time it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime
Once in a lifetime, once in a lifetime, once in a lifetime
Giving all I've got, I'm your love-me-not,
You're my lover, once in a lifetime
Taking care of you, every time it's new,
You know you're my once in a lifetime

2009-01-22T23:54:00.002+08:00

Wah. i just got home from Chomp Chomp. Went to eat with my cell group members. and guess what? After seated for a while, i looked up and saw a Lizard! Omg! How come these 2 days keep seeing lizard. Yesterday one is dead never mind but today de is alive and it is right up there when we are eating man. Can you believe it? I practically almost died! LOL! heart pumping very fast and keep looking at that direction. haha... even my members cant stand me. lol! im just super scared of lizards! haha. So my bf must be able to help me catch and kill them.LOL!

Anyway tmr need to go work but half day only. Just wanna end a bit of extra money so im willing to go work even for half a day only. Alrite, shall update again...i got to go to bed soon

2009-01-21T18:18:00.002+08:00

Guess what i saw today in the lecture hall?! Omg! It's a dead lizard on the ground near the door! Gosh! when i opened the door and went in, i stared at the floor and i was tinking, is it a dead lizard. And my friend saw too and she read my mind. Oh Man. Freak me out! the color of the lizard totally blend in with the carpet colour lo! Then, went to lecture hall, still tinking is the lizard alive. If it is, what if come in how cause me and my friend were sitting at the last row, leaning against the wall. Scary man. Next lesson i must try not to go by that door. lol! Really freak me out that i keep tinking abt the lizard during lesson. haha. Anyway dunno what the lecturer teaching today. He is just murmuring to himself all the maths stuff. I shall do self study and figure it out.

Anyway tmr will be working till 4pm only cause the person sms me and told me office close at 430pm tmr. I dunno why though. Perhaps cause of CNY? haha. Alright, got nothing much to blog now. I just hope the rest of the week will be better.

2009-01-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

Got my photocard driving license today from Singpost. Woo! Finally get the real thing rather then just having the slip of paper. Anyway, today went back to Maybank to find my colleagues for lunch. Been so long since we last met and there are a lot to update about. Lotsa changes there too. After that went back to school for Macroecons lecture. Just got home at 7 plus and now eating my dinner..

Anyway nwadays my mood can change very fast. I really dun like people to come and irritate me and it will make my mood change. Sometimes i really cant understand why things are like that and people are really hard to understand and change. Well, start of 2009 and i just hope that things will get better. I shall wait and see. I am just bothered by the same things over and over again. I shall not mention in detail here what are the things.

2009-01-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

2009-01-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Had the first CG of the year today. Woo. Still alright. haha. Soon, exams will be here as well. End Feb or Early March will be the start of prelims, so called mock exams. My first paper will be on 7 May which is POA, followed by 12 May Management Maths, 13 May Macroecons and 21 May Corporate Finance. I am really praying hard and trusting God that i will do well for my first University Exams. My course is 100% exams so by hook or by crook i need to pass. Starting to plan my study schedule already. I am also trusting God for financial breakthrough. After my driving, my pockets are really in lack. I need to save up my money once again so nwadays i am saving on food and stuffs. I just hope that 2009 will really be my best year and that my goals will be met. Well, i really hope that i can have a breakthrough in my personal life, able to really find back the guy that will love me wholeheartedly and stuffs. Only God knows.

2009-01-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

This week had been rather busy. Been working and school is back to full force..Yesterday finally did some CNY shopping. Went Chinatown with my sis and my mum. Shopped for very long. First, went for hair cut to change style. Now my hair need to style. haha. must learn how to style properly. After that went to walk around to look for clothings and went to have dinner and then continued again. Haha. My family going to wear the cheena clothing for CNY cause my sis said so. So each of us has one top that is those silk cheena kind. lol! Reached home very late yesterday so today very tired.

Went to church in the morning and then had guitar in the afternoon. After that went home and rest a while and just now went to Jumbo Seafood at Serangoon Country Club with my family to celebrate my dad's bday. His bday is coming this tues. I manage to have the chance to drive today too. drove my sis bf car. haha... still not very used to driving auto and i wore slipper so quite hard. lol! must practise more so that i can perfect parking and so on. Without poles really like so hard suddenly. haha... tmr is a new week and will be back to work again...Yawnz.. Oh ya, this coming Sat need to teach 3 tuitions on the day. haha. pray for strength man.. yeah

2009-01-03T16:32:00.003+08:00

First of all, wanna wish all the readers a Happy New Year! Though i am 3 days late. haha. havent been blogging cause i have been rather busy.. Its a brand new year and of course will have new goals for the year. Will be planning down my goals soon! if you fail to plan, you will plan to fail. So all readers, let us pen down our goals for the new year and reflect on them from period to period to see how much have we fulfilled.

Anyway,Had Cell group appreciation on 31 Dec just before the year end. It was held at Huitian's house and i was given the chance to play for CG that day. I had to play solo without the help of Jieyong. It was really a rare chance and challenging to me cause it was my first time taking it solo. Anyway did my best cause i was only informed at 1 plus in the night on that day itself and got to play 2 songs so yeah. haha. In 2009, I will want to play more for cg and of course improve my guitar skills. That is one of my goal. I also wish to be financially more prosperous and save back all the money that i had invested for my driving. Guess i need to be on diet cause i am short of money too. haha...

Alright, back to CG appreciation. It was great and Huitian gave her piece of speech and then we were each asked to take a piece of bread and go around, tear a small piece out of it and say something to thank the person who u want to give the bread too. Everyone were rather Emo and most of them cried. Well, i did not cry of course. haha. i will not want to cry for others to see so yeah... Then after that we have award presentation where we have voted for earlier on during the CG meeting. I have been awarded the Overcomer Award. yeah. will post some pics that day soon here.

Okay, i will end my post here cause i need to go off to Expo for service. Just ended tuition an hour ago so yeah...