Just finished worshipping and praying. As i played with my guitar and worship, God presence readily came into my room. Felt that He was just there with me, near me. The word Christ the solid rock we stand just came to me and that's how i got that verse below in Matthew 7:24-25. We got to build our foundation strong so that whatever storm comes, we will stand rooted on the foundation we lay and that is Christ the solid rock.
The verse Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths also came to my mind. We really got to learn to Trust God and lean on Him. His plans are higher than our plans, His thoughts higher than our thoughts. Those of you who are going through uncertainties in life right now, do not give up. Continue to trust God and He will direct your paths. Endure and Persist to the end. Never give up.


Matthew 7

24 “Therefore whoever hears these sayings of Mine, and does them, I will liken
him to a wise man who built his house on the rock: 25 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it did not fall,
for it was founded on the rock.
26 “But everyone who hears these sayings of Mine, and does not do them, will be
like a foolish man who built his house on the sand: 27 and the rain descended,
the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house; and it fell. And
great was its fall.”


Proverbs 3
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He shall direct your paths.
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes;
Fear the LORD and depart from evil.
8 It will be health to your flesh,
And strength to your bones.
9 Honor the LORD with your possessions,
And with the firstfruits of all your increase;
10 So your barns will be filled with plenty,
And your vats will overflow with new wine.
11 My son, do not despise the chastening of the LORD,
Nor detest His correction;
12 For whom the LORD loves He corrects,
Just as a father the son in whom he delights.
13 Happy is the man who finds wisdom,
And the man who gains understanding;
14 For her proceeds are better than the profits of silver,
And her gain than fine gold.
15 She is more precious than rubies,
And all the things you may desire cannot compare with her.
16 Length of days is in her right hand,
In her left hand riches and honor.
17 Her ways are ways of pleasantness,
And all her paths are peace.
18 She is a tree of life to those who take hold of her,
And happy are all who retain her.
19 The LORD by wisdom founded the earth;
By understanding He established the heavens;
20 By His knowledge the depths were broken up,
And clouds drop down the dew.
21 My son, let them not depart from your eyes—
Keep sound wisdom and discretion;
22 So they will be life to your soul
And grace to your neck.
23 Then you will walk safely in your way,
And your foot will not stumble.
24 When you lie down, you will not be afraid;
Yes, you will lie down and your sleep will be sweet.
25 Do not be afraid of sudden terror,
Nor of trouble from the wicked when it comes;
26 For the LORD will be your confidence,
And will keep your foot from being caught.
27 Do not withhold good from those to whom it is due,
When it is in the power of your hand to do so.
28 Do not say to your neighbor,

“ Go, and come back,
And tomorrow I will give it,”
When you have it with you.
29 Do not devise evil against your neighbor,
For he dwells by you for safety’s sake.
30 Do not strive with a man without cause,
If he has done you no harm.
31 Do not envy the oppressor,
And choose none of his ways;
32 For the perverse person is an abomination to the LORD,
But His secret counsel is with the upright.
33 The curse of the LORD is on the house of the wicked,
But He blesses the home of the just.
34 Surely He scorns the scornful,
But gives grace to the humble.
35 The wise shall inherit glory,
But shame shall be the legacy of fools.

Hey everyone! Im here to blog again! One week has passed once again. This week is just like any normal week. haha. i think my holiday is really like a routine cause every week i will go to my cousins house. Yesterday was Kaishing's 21st Bday! Went out for dinner together with few of my cell group members. Was late due to train delay. Dunno what happened but keep on delaying due to track fault or something. Went to Waraku to eat dinner and then after that went to Cineleisure E Max for Lan gaming. Played L4D together. It was fun time together but fun time do pass fast.

Today went to work in the morning, came home in the afternoon and then practise guitar for cell group. My guitar string is really very thick and its very hard to play barred chords. Played until my fingers swollen. Thank God i think the worship still alright. Presence of God is there and everything just move. However i still need to work on my singing and stuffs to be a better guitarist, to song lead...Just pray that it will be easy for me.. after cell group went to have dinner and then went to eat Durian at Toa Payoh with Jieyong and the girls. haha. Fellowship is really good. We really need to organise more things and come out to fellowship.

Tmr will be teaching tuition as usual and attending service in the evening. Alright, thats all for now.

Woke up at 9 plus today to practise guitar for tonight cell grp. Taking worship. Pray that everything will go on well... played until my finger rather pain cause my string is new and the tension is quite hard. Tonight using my cgm guitar though cause later 130pm i got to work until around 5pm then i will head straight down to Tamp to run some errand before going over to CG.

The sunburn that day is still there and kinda itchy..oh man..Anyway can play L4D at home le. Lol! this holiday is like exploring game for me and all sorts of stuffs... rather slack i think..2 more months to go before the start of new term for me and then chiong all the way until next year again le...Nothing much to update already i guess? haha.. rest a while more and then i got to go get food and prepare to go work later on...

Hey all! Im here to blog again! haha! Ada must be waiting very long for me to update le! lol! Hmm... the last time i ended here was 22 June. haha.

23 June- I think i just went to teach tuition tats all in the evening, in the afternoon i cant remb what i did but i think i was at my cousin's house at pasir ris.

24 June- Went to cousin's house at Yew Tee and accompanied Amanda to Lot 1 to buy her colour lenses. Stayed at cousin house the whole evening and played with the dogs and watch tv.

25 June- Went to teach tuition at 1pm and then went over to cousin house. Around 4 plus sis came over and then took her stuffs and need me to accompany her home to help her carry things. haha. She let me drive home and so i did. it was only my 4th time driving and this time further distance. My sis so scare of me driving and keep saying i drive very slow. LOL!

26 June- Went to work at 10am and then after work went to cousin house at Pasir Ris again and reached around 3 plus. Was very tired and i lied on the sofa watching tv and fell asleep. Then went to the room and sleep. Could not open my eyes when my cousin come wake me up. haha! Aunt came home and we went to jog at the park. Stayed over at cousin house cause Sat my tuition is just at Pasir Ris so no point travelling here and there.

27 June- Taught tuition and went to church for service in the evening. after service travelled to Kallang Leisure Park to watch Transformers 2 with the zone. Was a nice and great show! haha! Really worth watching. Took cab home with other 2 people staying at my hse area.

Yesterday went to sentosa with 2 of my cousins and my cousin friend. Although just a small group but it was till fun filled. Most of the time was spent floating in the water using our beach balls. lol! each of us got 1 beach balls. Look so funny esp when people will think why we have so many beach balls. lol! We left sentosa only at 6 plus close to 7. Really madness. All of us got sunburn i think. Mine is on my upper arm. haha. It hurts now. I am getting so tanned now! oh my! After camp i was alraedy super tanned!

Today sis came to my house in the afternoon.Packed her stuffs and then evening she cooked Japanese Pasta for us. Nice. haha! she said in Japan she ate 1 bowl of it at $16. so expensive can! After eating my dinner, went for guitar lesson. Right now considering whether to get electric guitar. Money is an issue and also my house has space constrain and my mum will sure scold me for having 2 guitars and say is a waste of money. hmm.. thinking how? maybe just hide it under the bed first?

Went over to my cousin house today at yew tee to play badminton and also to see the 5 dogs! super duper cute!! haha!! Took pictures with them! Will post them up and you all will see how cute they are! Their names are Milo, Coco, Bobo, Yoyo and Bowie and they are the toy poodles, Mixed Shitzu and Maltese and pure Shitzu respectively. Hehe! Bowie is the oldest of course, already been with my cousin for very long.

Just had a heartfelt talk. Talk out everything, almost everything i guess? Cant remb what else that i did not talk about. I shall just give it one more shot, give it another chance. My previous post i think i just got to change my mind about it now and give it another try. Not being double minded or what but it is because i feel i need to give support and i just cant leave just like that too...

Indeed really need wisdom. Praying to God for wisdom and ideas on how to go about doing things. I need guidance. Guess that i need to continue reading the book on how to be a good leader...Need to change in some of my attitudes and ways... I will just try my best in all... I really pray that things will work out.. I really dun want to be stuck again and cannot move on.

A lot of things are running through my mind now. I think more or less i have made up my mind for the decision that im gonna make soon. Im just waiting for the right time to act on it cause i think it is not the right time yet and also i dun wanna just leave the people there like that... I dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever and feel those awkward feelings again and again. Atmosphere always so weird and i think it had already become worse than before. I am waiting for God to direct me, praying for the answer and waiting for the time. I really dunno what to do anymore and just so burdened by this thing for so long already since last year? but it have got worse i feel.

Lots of mixed feelings here and there but then i think this time, my endurance reached the limit. I think it is really time for me to move on. Wondering am i like isolating myself now? i really dunno man. I felt that i am no longer close to some people and further apart. Words are becoming lesser and lesser...Feel so lost once again...Hate to be in this kind of situation and feeling all these over and over again. What to do?

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My Dearest Ada will be leaving for Boston tmr to study for 5 weeks... will be so bored without her cause we sms and msn almost everyday.... Monday spent my time with her. Accompanied her to Mustafa centre to get her stuffs for the trip such as TSA lock. After that had lunch together and sort of explored Farrer Park. haha! we felt like we are tourists. so lost there! lol! travelled down to Far East to get more stuffs and we left in the evening as she got to meet her parents for dinner.

Yesterday also spent my day with her. Went to office to find her at 2 plus, recap some work with me cause she need to hand over to me for 5 weeks. Left at 3 plus and head back to my house. Dyed hair for her. haha. Im the salon aunty for the day! Not bad in the end. haha! think Ada likes the hair colour now. Its blue black. haha! Waited for me to finish eating dinner at home and went off to Hougang pasar malam to find socks but to no avail. Then we went to the hougang central and manage to get what she wanted. Spent 2 days with ada and it is quality time.

Today had guitar in the morning with Jieyong and then headed home. By right meeting Tiffany, Rong Jian and Yeetheng today but then Tiffany could not come out so we postpone it to next week. So im free today...this holiday also like seldom have a lot of tuitions... cancelled here and there. My income is affected...doing posting of ads now to earn money... so boring.

Last friday went to Genting with 2 of my bank friends. Set off at 730am and reached Genting around 3 plus in the afternoon. After checking into the hotel, we went to eat dinner buffet. the food was still alright only...never really ate a lot..After that i think we went to walk around and went Casino cause my friends wanted to go in. Accompanied them in and it is my first time to Casino so sort of experience how is it like inside. Keep getting check for my IC each time i enter.Just stand around and see my friends play... Called it a day at 11 plus at night.

The next day went to eat breakfast and then went to the outdoor theme park. Tried most of the rides and even tried the space shot. So scary. It will go up to a height and then suddenly drop down. It is like flying or commiting suicide feel. scary like mad lo. haha. You will literally be flying and your butts will be off the chair. Stayed at the theme park until afternoon and went off for lunch and arcade...At night went to watch the circus show. First time watching circus live and it was awesome experience. As i watched those acrobat, at times i will fear that they make mistake and fall down. It is really eye opening. There were also tigers, lions and dogs. So cute. haha!

Last day did nothing much and most of the day was spent in the bus. So sian. The trip was delayed super long cause half way thru, the bus air con spoilt and those people went to call back Spore to complain and ask to change bus. So we waited and reached back singapore at around 9 plus. madness. So tiring... Pics are not uploaded yet. will upload soon maybe. haha..kinda lazy to do so.

Dear readers!Im back! Sorry for not blogging for so so long that it is collecting dust here. Been rather busy! Last week was super duper packed! Had Loud Camp from 8 to 10 June! Overall the camp is great. I was the team IC and i was sick during the camp too. Had sore throat and cheered until no voice too! During the first night, i could not even sleep as i was feeling discomfort and even woke up at 3 plus and went to vomit. I was really feeling so sick but i got to hang on and lead the team. Played lotsa crazy games during the first day itself and mostly are team games. Went all over the school for the games and did our very best. The most scary thing was, during the night, there is this lizard on the floor in our room! totally freak me out!! Got one of the girls to kill it and i ran out of the room as fast as i could man! Really feared during the night. My greatest fear came to past during the camp.

The second day i was feeling better but still no voice of course. went to sentosa and had even more crazy games there. The sun was blazing at us and i got darker. We played so many dirty games and the telematch is the most dirtiest. We had to roll on the mat that have all sorts of sauce and it stinks! Endure throughout and in the end, we got first! Our house was not that united and so we got to play 2 times even. Thankfully we won and win the race. It was really a tiring day cause we even have to walk all over sentosa for the island wide game. Did project shoot out too. Will post some pics below later. In the evening, we went back to St Hilda's Primary for service. It was really awesome. Presence of God was so strong and tears just streamed down during altar call. I could not hold it back and it just flow. God is there.

The last day was quite free cause the social work was cancelled. We just hang around and then later on had Captains ball and some water bomb game. After that discuss and rehearse our skits. In the evening had campfire and it was fun. Sang songs, cheered and ran around the camp fire. Around 9 plus, we call it a day and by 10 plus, home sweet home. Really hope this camp had bonded the CG and i hope i lead the team well. This is my first time and i did my very best.

Here are the pics from project shoot out:

Went out with Ada yesterday to Bugis to shop with her. she bought a stripe top and i got nothing. haha. After that went expo for Solomon series. Sermon was great. Really will learn a lot thru this series. Been very long since we have churchwide bible study. After service went to take bus with Guojun home. Then my Ez link no value so couldn't use. Asked the uncle how much is the fare and he told me nvm, go in and take a seat. Stun! first time experience such thing....

Today went to teach tuition at Pasir Ris and then evening went dinner with family at No Signboard Restaurant at Esplanade and went to Bugis to walk around. Never buy anything there. Only my dad bought jeans... Then went to the new Icon to walk as well... Had Ah Chew Dessert later on in the night and just got home not long ago. I was given the chance to drive back... Quite a few obstacles. First, i must get out of the parallel parking slot which took some time. Then i went to the wrong lane also and had to turn out. Not familiar with the road and stuffs...Dad say my control still not very good. Keep getting to the left of the lane.. Hmm...well, i dun have much practice after i got my license and hence, like that lo...even parking also.. jialat lehz.. no pole is really a challenge... Wonder when then i can drive properly and can drive on my own... People no confidence then i cant drive le oso cause keep doubting... very jialat one lehz.. esp my dad pro mah so he got a lot to comment. haiz... I hope i can drive well soon...

Tmr going for service and then slack for the rest of the day...

Woo! enjoyed myself today with my Bestie Ada! We went eat at Astons! really nice and worth it! cheap and no GST and svc charge. Then we climbed up this long flight of stairs to get to Timbre at Old School. Almost died! lol! chill out @ Timbre is great. I love live band and the gal guitarist today was power! Woo! she have her own style. I really envy gal guitarist who are really awesome and pro! how i wish i can too! Simply power.... Love to chill out and hope to chill out more with Ada b4 she goes to Boston.

Tmr will be going to work with her cause her boss needs replacement as Ada going Boston for 5 weeks. So im gonna work at prudential at Newton for 5 weeks like tat but should be quite alright. Each week just work 1 or 2 days...haha! Blessings on my way too!

Anyway heres some pics taken at Timbre!

Went for pre camp at Sentosa today! Get really dirty through all the games. Challenging.... Did kinda lotsa stuffs and physically very tired... got home at 7 plus and i was lying on the bed...got up at 9 plus...now still kinda stoning in front of my com...really hope to do more for my team and house... hopefully we can have more cheers and cheer the best we can during the camp! it will be my first time leading and i really hope to do the best and let all my members be so excited during the camp... Pray hard everything will go on well and right now, i just need more cheers and confidence too!

Tmr will be teaching tuition at night so i think the day will just rest and see what i can do.. haha. after exams already so more free, got to think what to do everyday during my free slots...

Finally exams are officially over and holiday has started!! Woo! So happy! hopefully my hard work paid off. Think Sept then exam results will be out ba...Nothing much to blog actually.. think my holidays will be just chilling, staying at home and also teach tuitions ba...Must go and improve my guitar skills this holiday too..alright nothing to blog about, shall update again.

1 more battle to fight next thurs and im free! Left with Corporate Finance paper to fight! So far had 3 exams already and i think should be alright. Just that for Management Maths i dont think i can get what i want. I tink 20 marks confirm gone le cause 1 question could not do. Another question i tried but was hard. I just pray that i wun fail can le cause i dunwan to repeat and waste money..

Today haven study yet cause rather tired and just wanna take a break. maybe tmr then start studying again ba. Last paper so i hope i can do well for it too! thank God i have more time to study for the last paper cause it is the toughest out of my 4 modules...

After exams will be my holidays so i am looking forward to it and June 8 to 10 will be going for Loud camp!Im the team IC somemore so must cheer a lot.Pray for me ba. haha. Just hope i can do a good job. It's my first time taking this role. Also holidays im considering taking up more tuitions cause i really need income. So damn broke.

Well today my first paper commenced. It's POA, one of the more confident subject out of the 4 im taking. The paper today a bit tricky and stun cause this year, cash flow statement did not appear in Section C. Thank God i studied and learn Cash budgeting yesterday if not im dead for section C.. Anyway one paper down. Shall leave it to God now. I already did my best. Next up will be Management Maths on Tues and Macroecons on Wed! Pls pray for me. Im stress with Econs... got to mug and mug till next week. So i think i wun be updating blog that often.

woo! I woke up at 5 plus today. oh my! I think im just overexhausted these days that my body cannot take it anymore. Got to get down to work later on, mugging time. Anyway saturday went my sis BF bday at chalet and my cousins brought 2 toy poodles! so cute cause they are still very very small. haha! heres a pic together with my cousin, sis and the dogs!

Been quite long since i updated the blog. Very busy this week cause everyday in school for revision class except thurs and today. Lotsa happenings this week. Friday had Cell group. Presence of God was very strong and we had encounter with the Holy Spirit. Deliverance happened too. Really thank God for all these. I have been quite discouraged cause exams are approaching and i have been working very hard. Due to the setback of the prelim, failed 3 out of 4, im working extremely hard. I hope to get at least 60 over for my modules to secure 2nd upper class honors at least. Sometimes, i think i just dun have confident and have low self esteem. I always feel im not good enough. Even as a connect group leader in the cell group and also as a guitarist. I always feel im not good enough and all. Ada reminded us of Moses in our CG blog and indeed, i must also be like Moses. Although he is not the most talented but he was chosen by God.

Also, on Friday itself, the whole cg was also emo because Jieyong is changing to another cg. I have been in the cell group with him for quite a number of years, maybe 4 or 5? I really thank God for him cause he is my guitar teacher and also, he always believe in me that i can do it. N283, lets jiayou for the rest of the months now! We need to support each other even more now and treasure each other. God had placed each and everyone of us together in the cell group for a purpose. We need to help each other to mould our characters and all.

Anyway, people do pray for me. Will be having my exams real soon! 7 May is my first paper! feeling the great stress.

Hey all, below are a list of jobs available for application. Interested for any of them kindly email your Cvs to sharontan@thespiketeam.com and indicate which assignment you are applying for.

Assignment number TST0100
Space Planner/Autocad Draftsmen needed in High-End office furnishing company.

Requirements

- Min 1 year autocad experience.
- Follow up with clients on the arrangement of office furnitures.
- Singaporean/PR/Malaysian
- Location @ Cityhall
- 5 ½ day alt.
- Salary basic 1.5-2k


Assignment number TST0101
High-End Office Furnishing Company needs Sales Exe/Sales Manager.

Content:

- 1 to 2 years of sales experience
- Singaporean/PR/Malaysian
- Please include photo in CV
- Location @ Cityhall
- 5 ½ day alt.
- Salary basic 1.5-2.5k + commission


Assignment number TST0102

Training Manager Needed at Association @ Aljunied

Details:

Responsibilities
Set the vision, direction, policies and procedures of training.

Implement the training and development needs of the MICE industry to enhance overall skills and career development with the aim of attaining business objectives for the industry

Implement and review productivity and innovation enhancement programs that are in line with HRM objective to grow our people.

Liaise and worked closely with government agency such as WDA and STB and relevant organisation related to the industries to develop and improved on the training courses for the Association..

Coordinate initiatives designed to foster a global culture of innovation.

Review, recommend, implement and maintain the building blocks towards organization and business excellence for the association.

Coordinate the Group Training Plan.

Support the Training Committee of the Association and worked closely with the Training Committee Chair person

Requirements

Degree from a recognized University

Min 5 years’ of relevant experience in T&D

Knowledge of Tourism Industry would be an advantage

Familiar with People Developer Standards & Total Company Training Plan

The successful candidate can look forward to challenging growth prospects with the Group. Salary will commensurate with experience.

Assignment number TST0103

Marketing Communications Executive

Job Scope:-

-Promote and enhance the corporate image and identity of the Association

-Develop and implement media relation programme and development programme.

--Develop, implement and evaluate marketing communication plans.

-Actively involved in the planning and execution of strategies and the development of promotional and communication materials.

-Liaise with trade publications and relevant organisation related to the industries.

-Assist in liaising with PR Committee for the development of marketing and presentation materials and media planning of the Association such as production of the Association Directory
-Monitor and collate market information about the industry
-Responsible for monthly newsletter and taking minutes for the Executive Committee
-Assist or participate in company work projects as required


Requirements:-
-Degree in Marketing or equivalent.
-2 years to 3 years of relevant experience in the Tourism Industry
-Those with experience working in a local society or local association in Singapore will have added advantage.
-Team player with strong interpersonal communications skill, customer and quality focused.

Location near Aljunied

Assignment number TST0104

Senior Systems Engineer Needed in Changi

Content

ACCOUNTABILITIES:

• Maintain server and network infrastructure
• Maintain new and existing hardware and software
• Troubleshoot hardware, software, and network problems
• Coordinate and liaise with vendors for new equipment and software, such as new servers for AD, projects etc
• Provide support for users.

KNOWLEDGE, COMPETENCIES & EXPERIENCE:


Knowledge:

• Knowledge in IT infrastructure areas such as LAN / WAN networking.

Competencies:

• Competent to troubleshoot desktop and server issues.

Experience:

• Hands-on experience in Windows system administration.
• Experience in NT, Active Directory, Exchange Server, DNS, DHCP and IIS servers.
• Experience in Firewall, Mail, IIS, DNS, Active Directory, is required

Male working environment
Able to speak English and Mandarin and with relevant diploma /degree in IT systems and networking.
Salary up to $3200

Assignment number TST0105

QS Admin/Coordinator

Experience in quantity surveying.
O level or above
Location @ Cityhall
Industry : Furnishing
Salary : Open for nego.
Working hours Monday – Thursday 9am – 6.15pm ,Fri 9am – 6pm


Assignment number TST0106
Contract Sales Executive/Manager

Must have experience in corporate furniture sales
O level or above
Location @ Cityhall
Industry : Furnishing
Salary : Open for nego.
Working hours Monday – Thursday 9am – 6.15pm ,Fri 9am – 6pm

Assignment number TST0107

Lady technician / Engineer.

Must be a Singaporean;
Must be a Lady,
Fresh Diploma Graduate preferred
Other level are also acceptable
Able to converse and write in English.

Salary will commensurate with experience
Location @ Genting Lane



Assignment number TST0108

Mechanic

Diesel engine mechanic with at least 5 years experience in servicing, repair
and overhaul of high speed marine diesel engines (>2500rpm). Able to work
onboard vessel and take on overseas assignments. Class 3 license a must.
$1500 and above. Malaysian and S pass welcome

Location @ Admiralty Street


Assignment number TST0109
Hd, Water Craft Section)

Mechanical or marine engineering background with at least 5 years experience
in marine* or shipyard environment.

Must be familiar with small craft and platform system. Must be able to deal
with ship supervisor, surveyor, owner and yard manager

Class 3 a must. $2500 + -
Location @ Admiralty Street

Assignment number TST0110

Hd, Yacht Section

Requirements:

. Candidate should have a Diploma in Marine / Mechanical
Engineering. Individual without Diploma but have at least 5 years of
experience in marine* or shipyard environment may also apply.

. Candidate must have class 3 and PPCDL license. This is a hands-on
job and candidate must love the sea.

. Successful candidate is expected to work independently, have good
inter-personal skill, and able to work on weekends and public holidays.

Responsibilities include:

. Supervise yacht operations, repairs & maintenance.

. Supervise docking and slipping activities.

. Plan and coordinate repair activity with yacht owners and
subcontractors.

. Communicate with yacht owners to seek new clients

* Marine experience such as:

Sea going deck officer or engineer

Diver, seaman or tech hands from Navy or PCG Keen boater/sailor who have
taken up the sports and are active participants for over 5 years

Got back 3 of my prelim papers and man, discouraging. Studied so hard but did badly. This is in fact the first time in my life that i did so badly for an examination. Im just 3 weeks away from the actual exam. I really pray for wisdom and understanding. God, i need a miracle! I really dunno how already, just doing my best in all, study the best i can. I did put in a lot of effort for prelim but dunno why end up like this.

Anyway right now, there's some situations that im facing and that includes financial and parents' health. Just keep praying for me and my family ba. I am really putting my trust in God and all right now. Trying to encourage myself too. Really very tired recently and keep getting headaches. I guess my brains are stressed out.

This is my new hair style. Today went to cut hair with my sis and she asks me to cut this style. lol! suddenly my hair become shorter and neater cause b4 this, my hair is really long cause 3 mths never go cut hair. haha. shall blog more tmr about prayer meeting today too

Today is April's Fool! haha. but i think everyone got no more tricks so i did not get fooled today. I think no one bother about this day anymore ba? only last time when we were in Pri and Sec sch then we do stupid things.lol.

Last week i lost one tuition job that pays well cause my students' school will be giving them extra lessons already so they dun require tuition anymore. So i started to find new tuition and today i manage to get one which will be starting tmr. Woo! Thank God. Though the pay is much lesser but its still income. I prayed for that during Morning Prayer meeting ytd and today, it is answered. God is Good! Went for tuition just now at 730pm. Today just went morning PM and came home to sleep thats all. Right now having headache. Perhaps not enuff rest ba. Tmr will be studying with my friend at Bishan and then travel to Punggol for tuition. pray that tmr will be a great day ahead.

Right now having muscles ache. Ytd went to run with Ada at Sengkang. lolx! need to train my stamina man. Ran and walk a total about 4km while Ada ran 6km. Salute.lol! We intend to meet and run every Tues. haha! Time to keep Fit and healthy! Anyway, i am inviting all you people for Easter at my church. It will be on friday 530pm to 730pm, Sat same time. There will be drama and lots more. Do drop me a tag if u can make it

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你的肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

你没想像中爱我

Went to the Dental this morning. Man, Cost me $189 cause clean and polish the teeth and filling for 2 cavities. Omg! I think cause too many years never go dental le. Clean until very painful and lotsa blood. Tats why im quite scared to go to the dentist. Cause of the pain. Endure it man. haha.

After that went home and then went to Hougang for guitar lesson. Then i went to AMK library to study Maths with my friend. Tmr will be going there to study again ba? Since im free so spend some time studying too. Watching CSS3 right now. haha.

This week really passed so fast. Left with 1 more week to relax at home. Apr 4th will be back to school for intensive revision and will be getting back my prelim papers during that period i guess? Saw from the school website that there is alot of papers were not being sent to London for marking cause they wrote less than 5 pages. 7 pages of NRIC listed in the site that are not marked.. Think everyone was not ready for Prelim exams. haha.

Tmr will be having guitar lesson in the afternoon and then going to AMK library to meet my friend and study Maths together. Just hope that my actual exams will be easier than the prelims and that i will score well. Im aiming for at least a second upper honors degree. Really doing my best in studying the best i could. Oh yeah, btw do feel free to click on those 2 banners on top. Help me out to earn some money. Thanks a lot!

Oh man, when eating the apple, suddenly i felt a hole behind my teeth! Gosh! i think i need to visit the dentist! =(

Yesterday had outing with my cousins. In the morning, i had tuition at Pasir Ris then after that meet my cousins and travelled down to Bugis together. Went to walk around cause the Sakae Buffet will only starts at 3pm. So we just slack around. Man, we really ate a lot yesterday. haha. really make our money worth. If without buffet, we ate ard $150 worth of food. But with the buffet we paid $96 bucks. LOL!

After that we were deciding where to go and what to do. So in the end we went to KTV. Just want to enjoy myself and not think of so many things. Need to chill and relax while i can. Im just bothered with the same thing each day. Pray about it and leave it to God. i just hope that this issue wun make me so stress and stuffs anymore. Just so so busy with more stuffs coming up soon i guess? not sure man.. seems like gonna have a lot activities planned soon. I need a break before i burn out..Lost my motivation already. seems like im doing stuffs cause i have to and not cause i want to.

Went Royal Park Hotel for High Tea Buffet today with my sis, aunt and my sis friends and my cousin. Today is my sis friend Kenix birthday so we went there to celebrate. After that went to Demsey Hill to chill and chit chat. haha. Tmr will be having outing with cousins. Lotsa activities these days. This week packed already. So if u all want to ask me out, book me for next week ba. haha.

Hmm.. nothing much to blog actually. Just that recently quite burdened and a bit stressed up too. Keep me in prayers ba.

Extract from Pastor Kong Daily Devotion:

Emotional Outburst
14 Mar 2009
Then the LORD spoke to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not believe Me, to hallow Me in the eyes of the children of Israel, therefore you shall not bring this assembly into the land which I have given them.”Numbers 20:12

Numbers 20 marked the end of 38 years of wandering since Kadesh Barnea. For the second time, there was no water for the children of Israel. This time, not only did they blame Moses, they started blaming God, “If only we had died when our brethren died before the LORD!” (20:3). What a perverse lot! Actually, they should have already been in the Promised Land a long time ago, if only they themselves had not chosen to stay in the wilderness.

God then instructed Moses to “speak to the rock before their eyes, and it will yield its water” (20:8). The rock represented Christ (1 Cor. 10:4). The fi rst time, God told Moses to “strike” the rock (Ex. 17:6). In striking the rock, it signified that Jesus had to be crucified. Christ was stricken, smitten and afflicted so that the waters of life could flow out to a thirsty and dying humanity. But the second time when the Israelites needed water, Moses was to speak to the rock. Now for us, living after the crucifixion and resurrection of Christ, all that is necessary is for us to speak and life flows. But Moses lost his temper and shouted at the people, “Hear now, you rebels! Must we bring water for you out of this rock?” (Num. 20:10). Likewise, we have no right to taunt, mock or rail at other people because the only thing that makes us different is the grace of God.

However, it can be challenging to control our temper when we are leading such perverse groups. So, we still need to monitor our emotions during times of stress and beware of the dangers of making decisions when we have low emotional reserves. Moses destroyed the prophetic type. By striking the rock twice, it would mean, in effect, that Christ would have to be crucified twice. Yet, notice the greatness of God in the next verse, “Water came out abundantly, and the congregation and their animals drank” (20:11). Even though God’s type had been destroyed and God’s servant had failed, God still caused the water to flow out. That was the grace of God despite human failure!

For Moses’ indiscretion and emotional outburst, he was disqualifi ed from entering the Promised Land. Can you see the tremendous tests and standards God has for a leader? With privilege comes great responsibility. Just think of how Moses had served so tirelessly for 40 years. And then he was denied what was most precious to him—entrance into the Promised Land. In the Lord’s eyes, the measure of success is not the outcome of the effort, but the obedience of His servant.


Just wanna say that this passage really describe what im going through now.. Indeed it applies to me. Indeed it can be challenging to control our temper when we are leading and still need to monitor our emotions during times of stress and beware of the dangers of making decisions when we have low emotional reserves. Sometimes i lose temper easily and have attitude problems. As such, i will feel that im not a very good leader.. Just unable to keep my cool and monitor my emotions. Indeed women are really more emotional as compared to men. Perhaps thats why. Im also not a D person so its harder for me to lead perhaps. God i just pray that u help me to be a better leader and guide my ways.

Tmr is Repertoire event already. I will be playing 3 to 4 songs... Be playing Kao Jing by Harlem, Way back into love and Dirty Little secrets. Just pray that everything will go on well.. Tmr will be going down earlier for rehearsal at the Condo function room near Parkway parade. Anyway, this coming week is Sch holidays so i will be going out with my cousins to relax on Wed and Tues going High Tea with my aunt, sis and her friends at hotel to celebrate her friend bday. Woo!

Anyway, nwadays im quite burdened with certain things that are going on. I really pray that God will help me through all these and hope i dun think so much about them. It's just the same stuffs over and over again. Just hope that one day all these can be solved. Sometimes keep talking over them just wont help. The only thing I can do now is just to leave it to God, let nature take it course and pray and hope for the better. Well, im not talking abt love relationship here by the way. It's some other stuffs.

Today is my last day working at Suntec. My colleague even gave me a gift. so touched to know that im appreciated. they say when they are busy they will still ask me back to help them and i will be paid cash immediately for the day...

Anyway went to IT fair today during my lunch time and bought the printer ink already. Haha..i think should be a good buy ba. I print notes until my printer no ink plus i keep printing notes for my tuition students as well.. Hmmm... Science is really harder to teach as compared to Maths. haha! trying my very best to teach and finding more notes to help my students.

Tmr will be resting at home and practise guitar ba... Finally i can take a break from studying..since prelims are over for now. but i have to start studying for actual exam soon too.

Prelims are over today! Today's Management Maths is mad! The questions are stunning man.. really tough and just trying my best to do all the 5 questions. Pray hard that the actual exam in May will not be so tough. The questions are totally different from the past papers i did. Questions i spotted did not appeared or appeared in a different questioning manner and really dunno what the question wants. Anyway did my best so just waiting to get back the prelim papers and im nt sure when too. Probably by Apr cause the lecturer will be going through them during the intensive revision classes done by UK lecturer. The papers will be flown to UK for marking and then back to us. lol ..

I was thinking to go and buy HP printer inks this week during the IT Show... i tink it would be cheaper ba? my cousins are working there this weekend selling laptops. haha.. too bad i cant work... Anyone can tell me should i buy the inks at IT show or just get outside during normal days? Since the IT show is at Suntec, should i just get it from the shops upstairs at the mall instead? dunno will it be the same. hmm.. cause tmr is my last day of work at Suntec. Then i will just be teaching tuitions already. The person who went on maternity will be back this friday so tmr my last day. Happy that i dun need to work anymore there. haha.